FIC REC #1D - ALL THE STARS AND BOULEVARDS (NC17 ZAYN/LIAM)
so I've been meaning to do this for ages. And I haven't because it is SO DAMN HARD to write about a fic that you've read and loved for SUCH a long time that letting go is actually a little painful? Like.. there won't be conversations in KIK or through email or comments in Drive that will revolve around this verse? No more Zayn and his stupid headcase of emotional turmoil or Louis taking risks and being the very best of friends and no more DYING ON THE INSIDE with Morgan because Natasha MADE us read EVERY LAST HURTY WORD TOGETHER at the end.
so yeah. here's a fic. go and read it over the weekend and love each and every word as much as I did (you can't love it more, i've got the monopoly on feels for this).
ALL THE STARS AND BOULEVARDS by snuffleslove
NC17 | where to even begin? Broken!Zayn, best of the very best most wonderful!Liam, a circle of friends you actually hope to have yourself, girl!niall that feels a little like Cassie from Skins UK and a lot like her actual male counterpart, an amazing Harry and Louis side story that isn't as much a side story but an added amazing bonus, American Uni!au but nearly everyone is British, the longest most amazing slow burn for a relationship that crosses continents and still leads one fool, hurt boy back to the best thing ever .. sigh i just I HAVE A LOT OF LOVE FOR THIS FIC. | THERE ARE WARNINGS FOR THIS FIC SO PLEASE HEED THEM AT THE FIC LINK | 60k | zayn/liam, louis/harry (zayn/omc)
summary: zayn and louis take on columbia (university!au)
and yet again Nat is horrid with summaries because it's a MOUNTAIN MORE OF FEELING than that little sentence
read it because of: .... honestly I don't think I can pick one sentence? One moment? because I've been reading this since last year in WIP form and there's SO many things I want to put down but because it's so fresh in my mind.. this
Zayn looks back up to see Liam and Carolina making their way towards him and when he's close enough, Zayn tugs him forward by his belt loop, stumbling into him under the weight of the liquor.
"Teach me," he breathes out and he feels Liam's intake of breath against his neck, hears the shallow moan against his ear.
"Fuck. Yeah, yeah, ok," Liam groans, drags him forward to interlace their fingers. He guides Zayn's hand to his waist and brings their bodies flush together, until Zayn can feel the length of Liam's thick cock press up against his thigh. Zayn's feet are moving with Liam's, because there's no space to move otherwise, and Zayn pushes his thigh closer, takes pride in Liam's whimper.
"Shit, shit, sorry, I'm sorry," Liam chants out, hiding embarrassment the crook of Zayn's neck even as he thrusts into Zayn's leg and Zayn shakes his head, nips at Liam's ear until Liam's detangling their fingers to yank his chin up and bring his lips crashing to Zayn's.
It's hungry, their first kiss, and messy and rough and it drives Zayn completely insane. Liam's abandoned all pretenses of dancing and he wraps both hands around Zayn's waist, sneaking fingers under his t-shirt to drag nails along the grooves of his hips. Zayn hisses, bites hard at Liam's lower lip in retaliation, his dick filling up so fast it leaves him dizzy.
And just like that Liam's pulling away abruptly.
"We should go," Liam says, and he's looking studiously at his hands, hands that were just pressing heat into Zayn's skin.
"Liam - " he protests, can't think about anything but want. "Please, Li, I - "
"I can't, Zayn," Liam whispers. He looks up finally and Zayn is caught, can't hear anything but the blood in his ears and the anguish in Liam's voice, "Not like this. You'll ruin me, Zayn. I can't."
though honestly it was a toss up with this or with louis and zayn in bed back in the UK or where Zayn realises what he wants with Harry in the library or just any THING EVER BECAUSE I LOVE IT A LOT OK
crossposted on 1dhotrecs
so Nat, this is why it's taken me so long to put it up as a rec. i literally have too many feelings. but i love you most and best and forever xoxo
so yeah. here's a fic. go and read it over the weekend and love each and every word as much as I did (you can't love it more, i've got the monopoly on feels for this).
ALL THE STARS AND BOULEVARDS by snuffleslove
NC17 | where to even begin? Broken!Zayn, best of the very best most wonderful!Liam, a circle of friends you actually hope to have yourself, girl!niall that feels a little like Cassie from Skins UK and a lot like her actual male counterpart, an amazing Harry and Louis side story that isn't as much a side story but an added amazing bonus, American Uni!au but nearly everyone is British, the longest most amazing slow burn for a relationship that crosses continents and still leads one fool, hurt boy back to the best thing ever .. sigh i just I HAVE A LOT OF LOVE FOR THIS FIC. | THERE ARE WARNINGS FOR THIS FIC SO PLEASE HEED THEM AT THE FIC LINK | 60k | zayn/liam, louis/harry (zayn/omc)
summary: zayn and louis take on columbia (university!au)
and yet again Nat is horrid with summaries because it's a MOUNTAIN MORE OF FEELING than that little sentence
read it because of: .... honestly I don't think I can pick one sentence? One moment? because I've been reading this since last year in WIP form and there's SO many things I want to put down but because it's so fresh in my mind.. this
Zayn looks back up to see Liam and Carolina making their way towards him and when he's close enough, Zayn tugs him forward by his belt loop, stumbling into him under the weight of the liquor.
"Teach me," he breathes out and he feels Liam's intake of breath against his neck, hears the shallow moan against his ear.
"Fuck. Yeah, yeah, ok," Liam groans, drags him forward to interlace their fingers. He guides Zayn's hand to his waist and brings their bodies flush together, until Zayn can feel the length of Liam's thick cock press up against his thigh. Zayn's feet are moving with Liam's, because there's no space to move otherwise, and Zayn pushes his thigh closer, takes pride in Liam's whimper.
"Shit, shit, sorry, I'm sorry," Liam chants out, hiding embarrassment the crook of Zayn's neck even as he thrusts into Zayn's leg and Zayn shakes his head, nips at Liam's ear until Liam's detangling their fingers to yank his chin up and bring his lips crashing to Zayn's.
It's hungry, their first kiss, and messy and rough and it drives Zayn completely insane. Liam's abandoned all pretenses of dancing and he wraps both hands around Zayn's waist, sneaking fingers under his t-shirt to drag nails along the grooves of his hips. Zayn hisses, bites hard at Liam's lower lip in retaliation, his dick filling up so fast it leaves him dizzy.
And just like that Liam's pulling away abruptly.
"We should go," Liam says, and he's looking studiously at his hands, hands that were just pressing heat into Zayn's skin.
"Liam - " he protests, can't think about anything but want. "Please, Li, I - "
"I can't, Zayn," Liam whispers. He looks up finally and Zayn is caught, can't hear anything but the blood in his ears and the anguish in Liam's voice, "Not like this. You'll ruin me, Zayn. I can't."
though honestly it was a toss up with this or with louis and zayn in bed back in the UK or where Zayn realises what he wants with Harry in the library or just any THING EVER BECAUSE I LOVE IT A LOT OK
crossposted on 1dhotrecs
so Nat, this is why it's taken me so long to put it up as a rec. i literally have too many feelings. but i love you most and best and forever xoxo