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Time to post again and i really really am gonna try to get backto doing this often
life ina nutshell class in the mornign work at night, World of Warcraft when i can
drinking inbetween
i am very tired
both emotionaly and just in general
i feel that i try to pack to much into everyday
and that i try to be there for eveyone
its hard cause i feel like i am only there for myself
that people care about me
but are not used to me needing them to show it
like when i am down and pissed people are like what the fuck?
i guess i maybe misrepresent myself and that needs to change
that and ithink i am fat.. constantly
i blame my mom ALOT for that
it sucks
that and i live with so much day to day selfdoubt that its almost killing me
probably is... slowly
oh yeah and its VDAY my favorite holiday
life ina nutshell class in the mornign work at night, World of Warcraft when i can
drinking inbetween
i am very tired
both emotionaly and just in general
i feel that i try to pack to much into everyday
and that i try to be there for eveyone
its hard cause i feel like i am only there for myself
that people care about me
but are not used to me needing them to show it
like when i am down and pissed people are like what the fuck?
i guess i maybe misrepresent myself and that needs to change
that and ithink i am fat.. constantly
i blame my mom ALOT for that
it sucks
that and i live with so much day to day selfdoubt that its almost killing me
probably is... slowly
oh yeah and its VDAY my favorite holiday