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last night and i think it was the night before last both came with weird dreams.
last night was full of danger at work. i was being sexually assaulted by one of my bosses who in real life is a woman but in this dream, after some very uncomfortable moments, was she was clearly not...and she took me into an office where there was a police officer...and that scared me into waking up.
i don't want to loose my job.
the night before last i was back in my home suburb and happened upon the house that my mom bought my freshman year of high school which was boarded up as the result of a fire that never happened. i bring my dad there and maybe my sister because i knew that i had left things there that i wanted. i pulled off the plywood covering the front door and enter. even though the outside of the house was badly damaged/condemned the inside was just like we had never left....except the floor, which was bare, freshly constructed timber sometimes covered with the carpet we installed when we lived there. i begin to go through a closet in my room that never existed and began thumbing through clothing that did exist (old navy performance fleece, gap ski-vests, ect.) for things that i wanted to bring back to washington because i knew they were going to come back in style. during this i was very conscious of both my sister's activities at the other end of the small house and the presence of law enforcement/firemen outside the house who wanted us to leave. my sister for some reason began a fire in the fireplace which quickly began to spread through the damaged house and i was very focused on getting everyone out before i went back in for the clothing and other items (pictures, books, maybe?) that was clearly my purpose for being in the house in the first place.
and that is where this dream begins to fade away.
last night was full of danger at work. i was being sexually assaulted by one of my bosses who in real life is a woman but in this dream, after some very uncomfortable moments, was she was clearly not...and she took me into an office where there was a police officer...and that scared me into waking up.
i don't want to loose my job.
the night before last i was back in my home suburb and happened upon the house that my mom bought my freshman year of high school which was boarded up as the result of a fire that never happened. i bring my dad there and maybe my sister because i knew that i had left things there that i wanted. i pulled off the plywood covering the front door and enter. even though the outside of the house was badly damaged/condemned the inside was just like we had never left....except the floor, which was bare, freshly constructed timber sometimes covered with the carpet we installed when we lived there. i begin to go through a closet in my room that never existed and began thumbing through clothing that did exist (old navy performance fleece, gap ski-vests, ect.) for things that i wanted to bring back to washington because i knew they were going to come back in style. during this i was very conscious of both my sister's activities at the other end of the small house and the presence of law enforcement/firemen outside the house who wanted us to leave. my sister for some reason began a fire in the fireplace which quickly began to spread through the damaged house and i was very focused on getting everyone out before i went back in for the clothing and other items (pictures, books, maybe?) that was clearly my purpose for being in the house in the first place.
and that is where this dream begins to fade away.