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Life has changed in so many ways.
Everything is positive, yes...I'm ecstatic to be on the path of motherhood; but I am discovering the drawbacks to suddenly changing your lifestyle in so many ways.
I miss my friends.
I dont mind not going out; I'm over it. I spent enough years wasted, doing stupid shit. Apparantly my friends haven't. I'm adjusting to calling friends for "lunch" or "shopping" instead of "drinks" and "partying"... Mainly, the problem is, nobody seems to want to do "lunch"...
Ehhh, maybe I'm just hormonal.
I also want to say to every raised eyebrow and inappropriate stare I have received: FUCK YOU!
Who is anyone to judge the "timing" of my marriage and pregnancy? Again, FUCK YOU. Its 2005; fucking grow up. YES, this is "Good news", you peice of shit. No, maybe it wasn't planned; does that somehow make it something to whisper and make judgement on? I love how "adults" who are on their third adulterous failed marriage have the nerve to judge me and my intentions, my marriage and my family. I'm sick of it. I love my family... I'm ecstatic. If you dont share my happiness, stay the hell away from me.
=)
I feel better now.
Everything is positive, yes...I'm ecstatic to be on the path of motherhood; but I am discovering the drawbacks to suddenly changing your lifestyle in so many ways.
I miss my friends.
I dont mind not going out; I'm over it. I spent enough years wasted, doing stupid shit. Apparantly my friends haven't. I'm adjusting to calling friends for "lunch" or "shopping" instead of "drinks" and "partying"... Mainly, the problem is, nobody seems to want to do "lunch"...
Ehhh, maybe I'm just hormonal.
I also want to say to every raised eyebrow and inappropriate stare I have received: FUCK YOU!
Who is anyone to judge the "timing" of my marriage and pregnancy? Again, FUCK YOU. Its 2005; fucking grow up. YES, this is "Good news", you peice of shit. No, maybe it wasn't planned; does that somehow make it something to whisper and make judgement on? I love how "adults" who are on their third adulterous failed marriage have the nerve to judge me and my intentions, my marriage and my family. I'm sick of it. I love my family... I'm ecstatic. If you dont share my happiness, stay the hell away from me.
=)
I feel better now.