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you meet a girl and she leaves your head spinning. you don't notice it until afterwards when the brief introduction is over. you're left breathless and disoriented and wondering too too much. is it for all the right reasons or the wrong ones? was there... something? it's not just the beauty, it's what you say - the intrigue. the seduction of words. the sound of the voice. i think that's why i run. i'm afraid of falling apart. falling for a girl who likes milkshakes and apple pies, comic books and video games, and long conversations about everything and anything long into the night.
make me laugh, make me cry... but make me laugh the most. give me comfort.
i don't need this right now. i'm too busy, too heartless, too confused and sad. yes, i admit that last part even though it's a sign of my own defeat. side update project for a friend's dad, a new site design and build for another in Hong Kong and a redesign of an exisitng site for another friend of a friend not to mention my day job which is causing me to toss and turn in my sleep. i think i'm a mess.
i push things away and i pull things apart because it's too late. i have become comfortable in this limbo. i think that's the saddest part.
make me laugh, make me cry... but make me laugh the most. give me comfort.
i don't need this right now. i'm too busy, too heartless, too confused and sad. yes, i admit that last part even though it's a sign of my own defeat. side update project for a friend's dad, a new site design and build for another in Hong Kong and a redesign of an exisitng site for another friend of a friend not to mention my day job which is causing me to toss and turn in my sleep. i think i'm a mess.
i push things away and i pull things apart because it's too late. i have become comfortable in this limbo. i think that's the saddest part.