WORDS THAT RHYME WITH FAT

Aug 23, 2004 23:58

I didn't know it was humanly possible to gain 15 pounds in just two days until this past weekend. Damn. I've been trying to lose some weight this past summer by working out everyday and adopting a sick and pathetic diet similar to my pet rabbit's. B-b-b-bbbut whenever I go home to Houston all that effort goes to waste because I'm so busy EATING at all these g'damn Filipino parties. It's not my fault. THEY MADE ME DO IT. I didn't want to be rude.

((((sigh.)))

Big sis is leaving for Prague in, like, 16 hours. I watched her as she said her last goodbyes to our friends and family. I also watched as some of them cried. It made me start to wonder if I would cry tomorrow afternoon at the airport when it's my time to say goodbye. I really shouldn't think about about crying. It's like me and laughing at jokes. When people tell you a joke, you're supposed to laugh, right? I usually don't regardless of whether or not it's funny because I focus too much on how I'm supposed to react. So my sister's going to leave the continent for a year and now I'm wondering if I'll be shedding a few tears myself. People think that I don't find their jokes funny when I don't laugh (not true) so I hope that my sister doesn't think that I'm not sad when I don't cry.

I'm going to miss Joy. =(
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