Apr 09, 2006 22:45
so where do i start
i read all my friendster testimonials for the first time for a year ........or longer.i relized some of the people that were so close then dont have contract with me now. i miss everyone that wrote me. every single one.
it was one of three reasons why we stopped talking
1.peoples lifestyle changes
2.i did something they didnt like (either i know or dont know)
3.some of them annoyed me.......and i fucked off (but i still miss you too and we ll say hi when we re drunk at a bar)
i feel bad about the friends i lost because of the things ive done
i know its because of the drunken outbursts with at least three..........what can i say?sorry i drank the white rum a lot more then and was an angst invested kid. had a lot of issues
i honestly know now how confused i was when i lived in sackville........didnt know what id take in school, went to court, lived with a sackville gangster and his "woman", find their pills through my carpets.
he had a police stand off with the cops, 8 cop cars blocked the road because he had a gun and was going to kill himself.
he didnt do it. they sure tasered the fuck out of his back though.zaaaaaaaaaaap!
back to sackville .......
parties were out of hand and were really an excuse for me to be loud , get drunk and yell at the neighbors.
when i lived in sackville going to retro nights was for fighting.heather the bouncer,she really kept me under control sometimes.i dont knpow where im going with this anymore. other then i miss my friendster friends.