May 05, 2003 19:06
So liek, today at school.
I woke up.
And then I had a muffin.
And then I took a shower.
And then I brushed my teeth.
And then I put some clothes on. Or somewhere in between those.
And then I grabbed my bookbag, and put my CD Player in it.
And then I got in the car.
And then dropped my brothers off.
And then I got dropped off.
And then I was at school.
And then it was time for band.
And then Homeroom, ICAN(not), LUNCH, Geometry, Physical Science.
And then I walked home.
With my head phones.
Really slow.
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I don't know what I thought about, it was pretty sad. I thought a lot about Tara, and how I should think about her. Coming home to a bunch of bickering shitheads wouldn't be that fun, so I walked slower. Kind of reminded me of Annalise. Ha! She would so lose any race. I'm contemplating on whether I should make one of those trendy lists all the cool kids are making these days.
So I'm writing a report on suicide for a self-esteem class. It makes me think about it even more. I also found some nice brochures that make you want to do LSD and Cocaine. Literally. They describe all the side affects like an island paradise. And then! It says (for both) that if taken sparingly only a couple times a month, reduces the risk of any permanent damage. Talk about persuasion. How would I explain that one though? Just look and be amazed.
New strength
Reduced appetite
A feeling of Euphoria
Increased Mental activity
Increased Physical activity
General Alertness
Increased Self-worth
Cures boredom (yes, actually was on the damn thing) Woo!
...and much, much more
Hm. Yes, I'm not completely oblivious to any of its bad effects. I know that after 25 or so minutes, the aforementioned side effects wear off and put you into an even deeper state of depression that most of its users are in. Which makes the abuser want to use the drug more, thus defeating the whole statement about keeping from having any permanent damage if only taken sparingly.
So in conclusion. Do cocaine. And like it. Because you'll feel pretty shitty afterward.
I cry. I really don't