my fucking day

Jul 14, 2004 22:42

to day was not so good for me. first the girl i love the most gets mad at me. you dont even know. before i met her i was always talking to girls. i use to be as some would say a "lil player pimp daddy matha fucking king". now i dont want any one but my girl she the girl of my dreams. i use to talk to girl so that i could find this angel and now after all this hustle i found her. and today she was mad at me. i hate that so much, the one person i love the most, the one person that could make my day better when all hope is gone gets mad at me. i felt like such a jerk today!!!!!!
i made her cry.... im sorry. im so so sorry. then my parents get mad at me and start talking shit becuase all me friends (the outsiders) were at my house. me and my girl were fine we worked it out like we allways do. thats one thing i love about our relationship, we fight but were quick to fix things. "i hate drama"! every thing was kool, then my parents had to fuck it up. wow i was so mad. but i have nashyely. my parents were talking so much shit i felt like a jerk again. but you see, this is what i was talking about "the girl of my dreams" when they were done i went outside. all my friends were there and there she was too!!!!! she was their for me!!!! thats why i didnt like when i was a "lil player". i had a lot of girls to fuck around with, but who was their to help me when i needed some one to talk, to fucking be their. no one!!! now nashyely is therefor me and im their for her. fucking when ever she needs me. i love her from the bottom of my heart. you know why? because when all turns to shit she'll be their. no one cares for me like she does, i dont think any one will. i hope to marry her one day. i want to give her the best wedding i possibly could. i love her so much. i dislike when she goes out with her friends only because i cant stop thinking about her when im not with her. but i feel like a jerk because sometimes when i am with her i dont pay attention to her and still she makes me sandwiches. im a jerk and im sorry. when you find a girl like that dont ever let them go. i know i wont. do you ever get butterflys when you talk about someone you love? i know i do. i love you nashyely. thank you, you've changed my life. you give strength and hope when i feel like giving up. fuck any other girl. your my queen their just hoes. temptation! fuck that their is no temptation your the girl i want, the only person that believes in me. you know my struggle, you know my pain and your the only one that could fix it. but you dont know how much love i have for you. you only know what i can show you. deep down inside theirs so much more. every day i love you more and more and that will never stop. you are my hopes and dreams. i feel like i could die know. know that i have you. im so happy! know all thats left to do is to make you happy. i love nashyely. i would die for her. i would kill for her. i would give her my heart if she needed one. i think about you sometimes and i get tears of joy. i love nashyely
i hope you see this. oh ya, fuck the free world.
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