July Entry
Topic:Heavy
10 minutes,even 5 maybe,would it have made the difference?........=10lbs
Did I really have to see the end of that show? I dont even remember what it was about...........=20lbs
I went right by the room to go check on the laundry-why didnt I go check on him?..........=50lbs
How could such a small, light piece of blanket be so difficult to move? He must of struggled,how could it stay put?......100lbs
Ive asked myself these questions over and over, but there are no answers.
Ive repeated the events of that day over and over, but I still cant believe that it happened.
Ive told myself again and again that it wasnt my fault, but cant belive those words.
Ill move through life carrying this heavy burden of guilt,but Ill never forget 4 perfect months of some miracle called motherhood.
10 minutes,even 5 maybe,would it have made the difference?........=10lbs
Did I really have to see the end of that show? I dont even remember what it was about...........=20lbs
I went right by the room to go check on the laundry-why didnt I go check on him?..........=50lbs
How could such a small, light piece of blanket be so difficult to move? He must of struggled,how could it stay put?......100lbs
Ive asked myself these questions over and over, but there are no answers.
Ive repeated the events of that day over and over, but I still cant believe that it happened.
Ive told myself again and again that it wasnt my fault, but cant belive those words.
Ill move through life carrying this heavy burden of guilt,but Ill never forget 4 perfect months of some miracle called motherhood.