Dec 03, 2005 19:54
Oh my word....it has been since Januray first of last year I have writtin in this here Journal. I'm at my bothers house cause a tradegy has happened in my life and I know I will be fine it will just take some time. I finally got my BBF back how ya like them apples players? HHHAAAHAAAHAHHAHAH..... I'm a nerd and weriod heheheheh....Any whowho me this past here has been good but not great. I almost got married I almost lost my BBF for good. Today I got kicked out of my house that me and my boyfriend lived. He kicked me out cause I'm on a different level than he is and he can't handle it. My feelings about the whole thing is yes I do care very much to what I am doing to him. Yes there ain't much I can do he isn't the best for me, he may say he is but them just words ya feel me?
I have had the best week ever in a long ass time and I thank my BBF also AKA Nichole Biller. Some one told me that you only need one person close to you and you don't need friends alls you need is some one to love you. I begged a differ in that saying cause I was lost with out my best friend Nichole. She is so great and she has done so much I don't think i could repay her unless i had a full year. I love her and I can't wait to have more fun with her and of course doing the right thing always. Believe me Nichole we won't trust me fall again. Well Ima go pooh so bye for now.