Dec 26, 2004 11:32
Merry Christmas happy new year!! I had a great christmas it was so laid back and I got what I wanted. Friday me and Nichole finished are shopping at the mall. Thanks girl I will pay you back,and don't say no. I spent christmas eve with Nicholes familia. Carla got me a Vanillia scent body stuff, and got me a pair of strech pants(red). Then my mom came and got me and I got to open one gift it was princess dairy's two it was so good. Some familia's open their gifts on Christmas Eve where I open mine on Christmas Day. Nichole and her familia opened on Christmas Eve so we talked all night about what she got. She is still waiting on her coolest gift ever a freakin car.Thats fucking aswmoe. I wish that Volvo of her brothers was hers that is a pimp car. We would be parkin lot pimpin. Then Nichole came and spent Christmas day at my
g-ma's my mom bought her choclate powder for milk. She loves choclate milk uh? She got a pedicure and manicure set to I think they are trying to say something. HHHEEEEHEHEHH just kidding. I love you girl. You know what don't worry about Sara she doesn't really know what she is talking about. Really. I don't know why she is back in my life in a way. I was so fine until she came back and started stupid shit. Anyway though whatever huh? I'm not sweatin anymore they stress me out. I want you to know something no matter what they say I'm the only one that knows anything so they can fuck off. Its up to you who you believe. Hopefully me cause i'm telling the truth. Anywhooo...I wish I could just move out save money which i can I know I can I jsut want it now and start over and have no drama and all the people in my past when I was younger to just leave me a lone. I'm really not a bad person I care and feel for so many people and when people come around and talk bad at me to my best friend it does hurt my feelings cause in the back of my mind I'm wandering does she really believe them and the awful things they say to about me. Nichole you are my heart and I would do anything for you. I have ways that we don't see eye to eye but you still are there and love me and there are things you do that I don't see eye to eye with, but I still love you and care for you. Its like how mothers still love their kids even how messed up they are. Me and you are kinda like that in my eyes. Thanks for saying bye just now. Talk with you later I guess. Jezzzz! Its almlost like you are mad at me or something you probably aren't but I'm going to my dads right now to celbrate chrstmas with them so marry christmas. Peace out