None nhs healthcare
It’s almost one whole year since I first spoke to my GP about my transgender identity and how I want to proceed medically with that. I’ve had no NHS support. Even though I work for NHS and happily fly the flag for them when it comes to trans healthcare it is practically none existent.
I knew it would take a while to get any NHS treatment but I was put on what they call the Gender Pathway.
The only treatment I have had since August 2020 is laser hair removal that I have paid for myself and hormone treatment, also privately funded. I gave up on the latter recently after a blood test told me it was having a detrimental effect.
I had a video call with a support worker with Indigo gender clinic on 29th April 2021. Nothing since. I understand wait times. I’m not saying any of this because I believe I’m more entitled than anyone else. I’m just trying to explain why I’ve been out of whack.
I’ve been trying to book an appointment but only been able to communicate with my GP via email.
Twice now they have referred to me as “He” and had one message addressed to “Mr Freda”. I laughed first at that. Then I literally broke down on my kitchen floor because even though it’s just some clerical error it’s like being put back in time.
That was last Wednesday.
Yesterday (28th July) I waited for a phone call from my GP about hormone treatment and NHS funded laser treatment. The I realised they were using an unknown number to call which my phone blocks. Now I’ll have to wait another month. Part my fault I know, but still not something I planned for.
This is where I’m at. Not actually complaining but I can see how this sort of thing could drive some souls over the edge. In my weakest moment I’m still fighting my corner.
It shouldn’t be a fight though.
The only thing I’m really asking for is a bit of acknowledgment that they are trying for me.
For now I’m paying for everything medical myself. My counselling is done by people willing to tolerate my reaching out.