i hate my life
today i got high sticked playing hockey in p.e. it was not very pleasant. my shins, yes both of them, were on fire. on top of that my head was spinning because of this stupid cough, and the only one i can blame for that is myself. i dont like being sick. i dont like the fact that i have to stay home so damn much. my head hurts. i dont know why, but i have been incredibly irritable lately. if i have offended anyone, im sorry. i think im just scared. terrified actually. life has delivered so many uncertainties and unexpected tribulations that im not sure i can handle. i think im starting to let go; to give up hope of anything going as planned... ive been having some really weird dreams lately; i think my subconscious is trying to tell me something... eh, i dont like today, i think im just going to skip it and go to tomorrow. i have a papercut! :(