my house is freezing
im trying really hard to not be bitter, and im trying even harder not to cry. but it seems that everything i do and everything i try to make work just blows up in my face. i cant wait to leave. i miss my mom. this has been a crappy weekend, and i have a feeling the rest of the week will continue to get worse. but i guess it hasnt been all bad, yesterday was my aunts birthday and i got to hang out with the family and eat great homemade food... yummmm. all i can say is, thanksgiving cant come soon enough! oh yeah, my dad wants to put me on meds now... woohoo!