Teru Mikami ~26~ Soulmate [Accidental Audio / Text]
[At first Mikami felt as if his heartbeat would stop. There was just nothing anymore, one moment he was standing in his room and the other he was falling. Not actually so, just metaphorically, into the depths of his mind. He couldn't feel his heart beat, he couldn't hear himself breath anymore just nothing.
Of all the things he had expected to see in his room after waking up, a picture of Light Yagami was not one of them. On the picture there were some carefully written words.
'Keep up the good work.'
Mikami felt like dying. Had he been warned that something like this was about to happen it would've never hit him this hard, but like this even he couldn't hold back his feelings for the shortest moment. It was all he needed. And seeing it like this was a mockery.
He took the picture of the wall with shaking fingers and sat back down on his bed.
For a long time it had been clear that the Author knew about his connection to Light, but this was just horrible of her.
Teru stared at the picture for a moment. God. Godgodgodgod. He wanted to see him. He wanted to hear he was doing good. How much he wanted to. It hurt, it hurt so badly. He had been pushing it down, but now it wasn't possible anymore.
It was good that God was back home though. He could change the world. He had to. He was the saviour. Mikami being here was an unimportant detail in comparison.
Teru buried his face in his hands. Everything hurt and at the same time he was just so numb. For a moment all he does, is breathing in and out.
Then he slowly put the picture down. He'd have to burn it. Nobody here, aside from the Author, should know that he was connected to Light Yagami. Even if seeing a picture of God burn would be hard, this was for his sake. Should he ever come back, and Teru hoped he wouldn't, then Light should find that Mikami had not messed up in his absence.]
[There is a sharp intake of breath and something sounding almost like a strangled sob, but only very faintly so. Then for a moment there is just forcefully slow breathing and nothing more. Until Mikami finally switches to text]
The blackberry was recording unintentionally again. I did not mean to broadcast this, so please ignore it.
Of all the things he had expected to see in his room after waking up, a picture of Light Yagami was not one of them. On the picture there were some carefully written words.
'Keep up the good work.'
Mikami felt like dying. Had he been warned that something like this was about to happen it would've never hit him this hard, but like this even he couldn't hold back his feelings for the shortest moment. It was all he needed. And seeing it like this was a mockery.
He took the picture of the wall with shaking fingers and sat back down on his bed.
For a long time it had been clear that the Author knew about his connection to Light, but this was just horrible of her.
Teru stared at the picture for a moment. God. Godgodgodgod. He wanted to see him. He wanted to hear he was doing good. How much he wanted to. It hurt, it hurt so badly. He had been pushing it down, but now it wasn't possible anymore.
It was good that God was back home though. He could change the world. He had to. He was the saviour. Mikami being here was an unimportant detail in comparison.
Teru buried his face in his hands. Everything hurt and at the same time he was just so numb. For a moment all he does, is breathing in and out.
Then he slowly put the picture down. He'd have to burn it. Nobody here, aside from the Author, should know that he was connected to Light Yagami. Even if seeing a picture of God burn would be hard, this was for his sake. Should he ever come back, and Teru hoped he wouldn't, then Light should find that Mikami had not messed up in his absence.]
[There is a sharp intake of breath and something sounding almost like a strangled sob, but only very faintly so. Then for a moment there is just forcefully slow breathing and nothing more. Until Mikami finally switches to text]
The blackberry was recording unintentionally again. I did not mean to broadcast this, so please ignore it.