21rst bomb || Hayato Gokudera || [in person/video]

[killer_melon]

[Well guess who just COULDN’T resist getting into solitary confinement on day one? Not even day one... the first HOUR of the plot. Well Hayato was never one for just TAKING smack talk... but unlike usual he didn’t stand a chance against these guys. After his time in solitary is up he’s unceremoniously THROWN into the mess hall, and kicked in the

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[in person]

[fortunatefan]

[There were quite a few reasons Ryuutaro was glad to get out of the cell for a meal. First off: Out of the cell. Finally. Oh god, he was feeling horrible.
And second: The video feet he'd just received a moment ago.
Ryuutaro knew the story, but actually seeing it... along with Hayato hurt (then again, that was pretty much a daily thing)...
The fortune-teller came over to his friend with fast steps, sitting down next to him.]

'Are you alright' would be quite a pointless question now, wouldn't it...?

Re: [in person]

[killer_melon]

[Hayato looks up at Ryutaro his mouth hung ajar for a moment, unable to form words. His hand trembled as he held his blackberry. It takes him a minute before he can actually speak.]

It... it...[it was his mother...] Y-you saw it too didn't you?

[in person]

[fortunatefan]

[Ryuutaro nods vaguely]

I did.

[The boy pauses]

I'm sorry.

Re: [in person]

[killer_melon]

[Hayato looks back down at his far-from-gentle hands, letting his bangs obscure his face for a moment]

That was the last time I saw her....

[But he couldn't be like this. He needed to pull himself together otherwise he'd look like some weak sap. He takes a deep breath and putting that usual scowl back on his face he pushes himself to his feet, not letting on that he was in pain. He spits off to the side as he does so, hoping to get some of the metallic taste of blood out of his mouth.]

Whatever... it's old news anyway. You know the story.

[He would just bury this away... just like he had been the past few weeks. Just like after he killed that man... after Misa died... and now this. He hadn't told anyone about anything, and planned to keep it that way. He wasn't about to look weak... but as usual whenever he started bottling things up his temper turned south. Probably why he thought spitting in a guards face was a good idea.]

[in person]

[fortunatefan]

[Ryuutaro looked up at Hayato, his face an unreadable expression. He knew that his friend wasn't really fine with this and he hated the way he pretended he was. Naturally, he did the same thing all day long, but after Hayato hadn't been allowing him to get away with it, he wasn't going to let him do that either.]

And you're still not fine. Not in a single way.

Re: [in person]

[killer_melon]

[Hayato goes rigid, and he can feel his temper rising. He didn't deal well with stress...if that wasn't evident by his brilliant decision to spit in a clearly armed guards face. He can't help but snap at his friend... he really didn't know how to deal with any of this.]

Well what the fuck am I supposed to do about it?! Go cry about it alone in my room?! I said I'm fucking. Fine.

[in person]

[fortunatefan]

[Ryuutaro gets up as well. He really doesn't want to start a fight now, but he also didn't want to leave this matter alone (which would include admitting he was wrong - something Ryuutaro had yet to learn how to do).]

I didn't say anything about that. Least of all would I have said 'alone'.

Re: [in person]

[killer_melon]

[Hayato growls in irritation. Did Ryuutaro really think he was so weak that he would just bawl his eyes out on his shoulder?! The teen shoves his hands in his pockets and slouches defensively, starting to walk off... somewhere... he didn't know where. He sure as fuck wasn't going to eat. Couldn't even stomach food with the mood he was in...]

What? So I'm just supposed to go sob on your shoulder?! What part of "Piss off, I'm fine" are you not getting?!

[And there it was. Hayato's built-in defense mechanism. "reject them before they reject you". He knew he would regret talking to Ryuutaro like this later... but he really didn't know what else to do or say even. He was just supposed to take this sort of thing like a man, like he did on the streets... which this whole scenario was horribly reminiscent of.]

[in person]

[fortunatefan]

[It wasn't surprising, but still... Ryuutaro can't help but be extremely annoyed at the way Hayato's talking to him now. There were so many things wrong with it. .]

You can stop interpreting things that insult you in everything I say now.

[Ryuutaro really didn't know what to do right now. But even though he wanted Hayato's company and wanted to help him, he was still feeling altogether horrible and it wasn't helping his patience. He just didn't want to deal with this now.]

Re: [in person]

[killer_melon]

Tch, what-the-fuck-ever!

[Hayato growled and just plops himself down at one of the tables, folding his arms in front of him and resting his head down on them... just trying to shut everything out. He didn't know how to handle everything that was going on... now he was taking it out on one of the few people that had really looked out for him. He felt bad... but at the same time he was thrown back into the mindset of the streets where no one was your friend.He lifts his head up and runs his hands over his face wearily.

When did he get this fucked up?]

[in person]

[fortunatefan]

[Ryuutaro gives Hayato another look before focusing his attention at the food. He knows pretty well that he's not going to eat pretty much anything this week, so he just gets himself a glass of water.

He doesn't want to go to Hayato again, knowing that right now it was pretty much impossible to sort this out now. Plus he was Ryuutaro Fukami, he didn't need to come after people.]

Re: [in person]

[killer_melon]

[He didn't expect Ryuutaro to come back. That was the point of driving him away. He was "better off alone" as he had so frequently told himself... but...

He sighed and shook the thought away before he could finish it. He pulled his hands back through his hair before just laying his head down on the table again, just shutting everyone out.

...His stomach hurt.]