Feb 25, 2016 01:04
I am slowly starting to feel more llama like. I'm still not sleeping right, as is noted by the 1am posting of this update. I got to sleep at 05:00 this morning (or, yesterday morning) and slept through til 10:00 - I'm not feeling quite as exhausted though. I'm hoping that as I get back my days into a routine, the nights will come too. I'm also pondering just pushing through and doing an all nighter tonight, no naps tomorrow and hopeflly crashing tomorrow night. We'll see, we'll see.
My mood is definitely improving. I've gone a whole day without bursting into floods of tears over absolutely nothing. I even had reason to cry today and I didn't.
I had to go to the doctors to pick up some paperwork, and as I was driving there and back, Lotte was running hot. Just as I get home, ping! She completely overheats and a big red 'stop' light comes on. I have a little flail then call the AA. Seems my baby girl has a coolant leak because there's a crack in the thermostat housing. The good news, however, is that it's covered under the warranty from when the thermostat and radiator were replaced a few months ago.
I can't even find a way to blame Raintown this time... the fact I was listening to their CD is a bit of a push since it lives in the car
And now I have a shiny little VW Polo courtesy/hire car for a couple of days. It's so small, but omg it's so new and has all the gadgets and things to play with! It makes me want a new car and then I feel bad because I do really love my Lotte. I'm just frustrated with her a little right now. *sigh*
I also had an email today, from work, saying that they're going to pay for counselling for me and it's starting on March 7th.
sleep,
raintown,
depression,
health,
car