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I can still feel a... a current tugging at me trying to pull me away. I don't feel so much like I'm suffocating but breathing is still hard work. I feel horribly numb - my reaction to Christian Kane being announced for con2 was basically 'oh, ok then...' and people saying nice things to me is making me cry.
At the same time, I feel lonely.
But I don't want to be with people. Or message them online because I don't want to... idk... intrude.
But I want to be curled up with someone, just snuggling or watching a movie or soemthing.
I's a confused lil llama.
At the same time, I feel lonely.
But I don't want to be with people. Or message them online because I don't want to... idk... intrude.
But I want to be curled up with someone, just snuggling or watching a movie or soemthing.
I's a confused lil llama.