xet!!!! ang haba na ng tinype ko.. at sobrang emote na ko.. tas biglang nadelete lahat!! xet!! kapagod na ulitin.. antok na ko sobra.. sayang yun emotions na binuhos ko dun ah..
anyways to cut it short.. basta disappointed ako kay n8n!! it was supposed to be him na kasama namin.. sana masaya ako kasi we were with vic the whole time.. he spent the rest of the night with us.. pero hindi eh.. iba iniisip ko.. lam na nila kung sinu yun!! xet xa!! xet!! naalala ko tuloy si celest.. haynaku.. bakit kasi magmamahal na din lang.. sa isang imposibleng tao pa.. xet talaga!! aargh!! naaawa na ko sa sarili ko.. :(
stef.. naalala mo yun sinabi ko.. na siguro kung anu level ng feelings ni celest for shaider ganun din aku for "him".. hay.. baliw na ko!! istupida!! tama na to!!
at isa pang malaking xet!! there's so much difference in him!! he's NOT the same n8n as before!! anlaki ng pinagbago xet!!
hay sayang yun tinype ko before this.. buong story pa naman.. hay.. tulog na nga lang ako.. this is another "day" i said "goodnight"......
after 48 years, inupdate ko din to..
i would weep but my tears have been stolen; i would shout but my voice has been taken.. thus.. i write.. -tragic poet-