Friendship and other things that make life real

[baddogbad]

Amongst my friend, I am often known as the peacekeeper. Of all the things I have in this life, my friends are the most important thing to me. The whole peacekeeper/peer counselor part of my persona is a way to repay my frineds for all that they do for me and my life. I try to give back to them as much as they give me, but unfortuantly. I am only one person. If I had the ability to spend time with every I wanted to. I would never sleep, and they would have to put a 5 hour extension on the 24 hours we currently enjoy. But I treasure all of you! All of your differences. All of your idea's and beliefs. You have helped make me who I am, And I like me. Life has been kind hard of late. I don't take stress as well as I should anymore. (Dammit! I am getting old.) For those who don't know I have been recently Diagnosed with "Cluster headaches" which according to Kaiser is the "male" form of a migraine. Of all the pains I have, I think this is the worst. It just makes life kinda sour. I am cooping ok with it. I have been guilty of being a hermit of late. But I wanted to post and tell all of you that I love you and miss you all. I just need a little time to adjust to my life, but I give you all permission to kick my butt if I hermit too much. I am also going to be moving to rancho (fingers crossed) soon. So I will be closer to some of you. I would say that I am a natural caregiver, want to help those I meet. But what you don't know is that, I need that for me. Helping others makes me feel good about this world we live in. It keeps me sane, and I feel closer to you when I help you. I share part of me with you, will try to help you heal. It also helps me heal in return. Whether you know it or not. You are the most beautiful thing in this world to me. I know I don't say it enough, but I thought I would share that with you all.

With much love!

Have a good Bunny day!