UPDATE
So here is a current update on me if anyone ever cares to read this fucking thing. As usual i have been somewhat overly consumed by work , i found out that i am 9 1/2 weeks pregnant ( actually 7 when i fund out but now am 9). i dont think the intial shock has set in yet and i dont think it will for a while. I was very fearful to let my family know, i was thinking that they would be upset at me but you know this is my life and this is what i want. I have been getting alot of support from my two closest friends who already have kids and they have been giving me the heads up on alot of things. My mom on the other hand when i told her has this evil girn on her face i am not even sure how to describe what kind of emotions she was feeling. I know she is happy but i also know that she is very worried for me. and i know where it is coming from. i feel that in the past year my mother and i have gotten alot close then we use to be,and that is the greatest feeling ever.
When i had decided to tell my family my sister was the first to know and my brother was the last to know. i was afraid to tell him and i font really understand why i was. him and i are pretty close we're chums. i just didnt want him to flip out on me i guess.
The one big thing i cant wait to do is go shopping for all the cute baby stuff and i know peter cant wait as well i think he is goign to be a wonderful father. it is going to be a bumpy ride but i think we will be just fine. and on another happy ntoe peter and i will be celebrating our 2 year anniversary tomorrow WOW ! my longest realtionship ever, and i think it'll be my last. because i love peter to death and with alll my heart.
When i had decided to tell my family my sister was the first to know and my brother was the last to know. i was afraid to tell him and i font really understand why i was. him and i are pretty close we're chums. i just didnt want him to flip out on me i guess.
The one big thing i cant wait to do is go shopping for all the cute baby stuff and i know peter cant wait as well i think he is goign to be a wonderful father. it is going to be a bumpy ride but i think we will be just fine. and on another happy ntoe peter and i will be celebrating our 2 year anniversary tomorrow WOW ! my longest realtionship ever, and i think it'll be my last. because i love peter to death and with alll my heart.