When will the clouds clear.......
so as of late i have been depressed. there is so much shit that has been going on. my aunt pasted away two weeks ago and i have been broke for the last two months and have been behind on all of my bills. and it is extreamly hard when the person i live with give me no help at all. and on top of that i miss chris and wish he hadnt moved but theres nothing i can do about that. I dont want to go crying to my mom for help but i have been crying to my mom.
I go to work and bust my ass all wek long to come home to a messy apartment,and someone who has spent the entire day doing absolutly nothing. And when i ask for a little help around the house or for him to go and pay a bill it is like i am asking too much. soome times i feel as if I dont have a loving b/f and all i have is a lazy roomate.
I have another three months left to [ay on a stupid credit card bill and then i will be some what debt free. and that is why ladies and gentlemen i am broke. the money i had for my bills is now being sucked in by my own stupidness ( really a word?) I just hope that every thing will get better soon my body is the one taking a hard beating by all of the pent up stress in my life.
I go to work and bust my ass all wek long to come home to a messy apartment,and someone who has spent the entire day doing absolutly nothing. And when i ask for a little help around the house or for him to go and pay a bill it is like i am asking too much. soome times i feel as if I dont have a loving b/f and all i have is a lazy roomate.
I have another three months left to [ay on a stupid credit card bill and then i will be some what debt free. and that is why ladies and gentlemen i am broke. the money i had for my bills is now being sucked in by my own stupidness ( really a word?) I just hope that every thing will get better soon my body is the one taking a hard beating by all of the pent up stress in my life.