Ever tear, Ever smile...
So.. Scott moves out tomorrow... I'll finally be free of his rabbits. This is indeed pleasing to me.. and come the 26th.. I'll be out of here too, and into my own new place... I need to call various util and stuff and cancel and set up as need be...
I've been riding a bike the last few days.. though I hate the bike.. it pleases me to ride again, been going to northlight and reading.. makes friends with the staff again... Never talk with the customers though... sadly... I just sit there.. quietly.. alone.. reading... drinking a beverage... I get the feeling this is what the entire summer will be like...
Work sucks. I'm pretty sick of my job these days.. But. I need the money...
My various attempts at initiating endeavors have all failed... didn't even get to the usual failure points... Just plain lack of consistent communications protocols... I have no more endeavors planned or possible at this point... A favorable roll of the dice would be rather nice right about now...
My usual feelings of emptiness and as if something is missing are growing again...and as usual.. no idea how to fix it.. or at least... no feasible idea of how... and even then...
I've been reading.. A LOT.. lately.... two words.. not one... as you can see... Mostly been rereading books I read a long time ago, and liked... I need more bookcases for my new place...
And that's the end of my bemoaning and rambling....
G'day.
I've been riding a bike the last few days.. though I hate the bike.. it pleases me to ride again, been going to northlight and reading.. makes friends with the staff again... Never talk with the customers though... sadly... I just sit there.. quietly.. alone.. reading... drinking a beverage... I get the feeling this is what the entire summer will be like...
Work sucks. I'm pretty sick of my job these days.. But. I need the money...
My various attempts at initiating endeavors have all failed... didn't even get to the usual failure points... Just plain lack of consistent communications protocols... I have no more endeavors planned or possible at this point... A favorable roll of the dice would be rather nice right about now...
My usual feelings of emptiness and as if something is missing are growing again...and as usual.. no idea how to fix it.. or at least... no feasible idea of how... and even then...
I've been reading.. A LOT.. lately.... two words.. not one... as you can see... Mostly been rereading books I read a long time ago, and liked... I need more bookcases for my new place...
And that's the end of my bemoaning and rambling....
G'day.