cant keep up
the weathers been real bad. its raining a lot...
i was sick wth the flu all last week, and here this week, i'm vomitting-sick
i missed alot of school. but. it's not like i go to class anyway.
i've been focussing lot on trying to built a career in art... its so possible, but so hard.
i've lost tons of money, mainly for it doesnt come in fast enough, and a lot of energy from stressingout, and such.
...i just found out today that the vet was trying to suck from my checking account (which i dont usually store money in),
so now i have an overdraft ocean of my very own to swim in.
the bank people call you as if they didnt know it was happening all along.
they're so so selfish and greedy for peoples money.
they dont even tell you this is going on in the statement.
...
i dont know what else to do...
it's getting harder to afford listing my dears on ebay for auction. its 3-6$ to list one art that you know, you arent even sure is going to be bid on... and no one really cares to pay the full-amount-which-is-less-than-reasonable out of your ebay store. (wel.. theres one lady<3<3, thats about it...)
i even just paid 100$ bill to ebay for listing these...... and so quickly it's up at 20$ again.
ugh...
i think the main problem i have with this is i dont know who my audience is.
i cant say my children are one thing, because they arent all the same... i don't know what sort of people might enjoy them, and i dono what to refer to my style as.
i think they call it genre
so often i have to label is as something, which i relly dont like to do... it's not what they are.
i was working on finding a part time job to fund this venture.
but i fear i'll just be losing more money.
whatever.
i'll just keep working my hardest.. i need to over come being so timid.
one of my big problem is that sometimes im scared to 'shameless plug'
because well... it's not shameless, and sometimes its rude.
...i'm so going to be rude for like 1 second:
The Monster Theater
on ebay~ lots of prints and original dears available for you~
if you dont have an ebay account, i also can be reached luvbutyns@yahoo.com if you want to have someone
Visit peemonster today!
please visit this livejournal if you want to see everything that's been comng out
p e e m o n s t e r . n e t
eheh..
okay.
i better go back to lay down... its not good to be here so long, but i hate wasting a whole day in bed...
anyway,
i hope my children bring you lots of joy~
Love Always,
Pee<3
i was sick wth the flu all last week, and here this week, i'm vomitting-sick
i missed alot of school. but. it's not like i go to class anyway.
i've been focussing lot on trying to built a career in art... its so possible, but so hard.
i've lost tons of money, mainly for it doesnt come in fast enough, and a lot of energy from stressingout, and such.
...i just found out today that the vet was trying to suck from my checking account (which i dont usually store money in),
so now i have an overdraft ocean of my very own to swim in.
the bank people call you as if they didnt know it was happening all along.
they're so so selfish and greedy for peoples money.
they dont even tell you this is going on in the statement.
...
i dont know what else to do...
it's getting harder to afford listing my dears on ebay for auction. its 3-6$ to list one art that you know, you arent even sure is going to be bid on... and no one really cares to pay the full-amount-which-is-less-than-reasonable out of your ebay store. (wel.. theres one lady<3<3, thats about it...)
i even just paid 100$ bill to ebay for listing these...... and so quickly it's up at 20$ again.
ugh...
i think the main problem i have with this is i dont know who my audience is.
i cant say my children are one thing, because they arent all the same... i don't know what sort of people might enjoy them, and i dono what to refer to my style as.
i think they call it genre
so often i have to label is as something, which i relly dont like to do... it's not what they are.
i was working on finding a part time job to fund this venture.
but i fear i'll just be losing more money.
whatever.
i'll just keep working my hardest.. i need to over come being so timid.
one of my big problem is that sometimes im scared to 'shameless plug'
because well... it's not shameless, and sometimes its rude.
...i'm so going to be rude for like 1 second:
The Monster Theater
on ebay~ lots of prints and original dears available for you~
if you dont have an ebay account, i also can be reached luvbutyns@yahoo.com if you want to have someone
Visit peemonster today!
please visit this livejournal if you want to see everything that's been comng out
p e e m o n s t e r . n e t
eheh..
okay.
i better go back to lay down... its not good to be here so long, but i hate wasting a whole day in bed...
anyway,
i hope my children bring you lots of joy~
Love Always,
Pee<3