hi~~

[badchild]

i need to say thankyou~
it seems everytime im falling apart, it's you who always comes to rescue me :{

thanks to each and everyone of you for last time...
hopefully, this will never happen again. i hate depression, i hate to scar my best songs with memories of crying and such a sad time.

thanks a whole lot for your support...

things are generally better, or at least my way of handling it evolved.

i think it was the same night, where i emailed my mom.

i told her what exactly was going on, and my plans to go out.

she almost wanted to cry, becasue she didnt know i was hurting to bad.

well... she did start to try and change stuff, and she told me she will share the letter with my dad.

but you know,
i still want to get away.
if it's not them putting me down... it's my sister.

my sister is full of the firey angst that would cause on a heart attack at a young age. she gets so angry over stupid little things and blames me for stuff, etc etc.

sorry i dont wish to elaborate.
but my plans haven't changed.

there are still times when my sister downs me wher ei truely feel like i want to go lock upand cry again :.{
i hate when she does that.

and i hate to think about it . off with this, on with a new, happy entry! :.)

thanks again :.) i wish i can give back what you've given me :{
thankyou sooo much...
Love Always,
Pee<3