[i feel bad]
iight last night me and my lil crew was tryin ta kick it you know...smoke a lil, drink a lil...so we was supposed to go ridin wit april...we hang wit her but she aint tight like me tee, and rina is....so it all ends up to where april wanna act funny and dont wanna go ridin which kinna pissed me off cuz we had planned this like erly that day and she was cool wit, now all of a sudden when rina go to hand her tha phone i hear her in da background sayin "no no..uh uh" like she dont wanna get tha phone, so meanwhile we tryin see whass up for that night, larry calls me [jada's dad...my cousin baby daddy] so you know he has called me before jus ta talk about jada and shit like that..so this time when he called me we did talk about jada but tha conversation kinda got on something different, so we was jus talkin like about eryday shit, like home-boi and home-girl shit...so i made a statement about me and my girl wantin to go ridin...to make a long story short..me and my girl go ridin wit larry, i got major drunk and high...tee nem jus high as fuck...we went ta daphne to tha pier..all that..so me and larry drop off tee nem and me and him go to waffle house and eat...all of a sudden he start talkin freaky to me and is tryin to come on to me...i was like larry you jus drunk rii now and you talkin out tha side of ya head..he was like you know a drunk mouth speaks a sober mind [howeva you say it] i was like naw...so after we through eatin...we ride somemore and he start beggin me ta "perform oral sex" on me and whips he penis out....i was so so blowed!!! i was like dude you trippin...how would that make me look...i wouldnt even be able to look jada and taj in tha face...he was like i feel you...i apologize but i always did want u...i was like ok but jus keep ya secret thoughts to yaself..and take me home now. i promise i felt so bad, when i came home i started cryin. i felt like i aint no bizness ridin wit him in da first place but i felt it was ok cuz my friends were wit me ya know....ANYWAY! i had a supa hang ova dis mornin. i threw up like 5x...my head was spinnin...i aint wake up fa real til like 4oclock pm...well im finna cook...holla at a playa