My mom is laughing upstairs...
Feeling the pressure set in, reassures i'm going crazy. I think everything is alright, I feel the urge that ive been hating too much. Yet i can't stand it, so much annoyance, i think i just match it with more annoyance to help it out. This lazyness of mine has got to leave. Or i will go down. I think i miss old people, older times, good feelings. Why is everyone so moody and just ridiculous these days? Can't people get over their self absorbing sense of pride. Don't try to be cool...please? Also get over their addiction for fucking up, i don't like watching people go down. I don't like dickheads. Side note: Fuck you, you're so dumb i hate you..get out of my life, you're everywhere i look. Meshing isn't good which adds to that. Where did all the good people go that i knew. When im finally away i might be happy, i might be sad either way it should be better. I wrote this like i was singing it. Another note. Bffs rule.