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i just read back on my entries...and i would not be my friend if i read this hahaha. like wtf. all i do is whine or talk about how fucked up i am/was. well.
so it goes.
i don't like being at school, i turn into a huge dick whenever i walk through those doors. seriously, something about being in class makes me be a huge asshole. i don't like being rude and obnoxious, but without fail, i always end up that way.
but on the plus side...
there is no down side.
there is no positive or negative or pro or con or good news or bad news or upswing or downfall.
it just is. this isn't depressing and neither is anything else that happens.
it's all just the same, it's happening on the same plane and i'm okay with that.
it's just life and i'm done being "down" about things, because whats the use? it happens and then it's over and then something else happens, some of it gets resolved, it's all the same day and things are gonna be alright.
so it goes.
i don't like being at school, i turn into a huge dick whenever i walk through those doors. seriously, something about being in class makes me be a huge asshole. i don't like being rude and obnoxious, but without fail, i always end up that way.
but on the plus side...
there is no down side.
there is no positive or negative or pro or con or good news or bad news or upswing or downfall.
it just is. this isn't depressing and neither is anything else that happens.
it's all just the same, it's happening on the same plane and i'm okay with that.
it's just life and i'm done being "down" about things, because whats the use? it happens and then it's over and then something else happens, some of it gets resolved, it's all the same day and things are gonna be alright.