[Anybody could be bad to you, you need a good girl to blow your mind!]

May 05, 2015 22:34

So.

I'm so far behind in commenting that I'm at the point of giving up, yanno? It's not that I don't want to talk to you, but I have a feeling, we're gonna have a couple more chances to lament this whole Damon/Elena thing and S6 of TVD. So, I'll just save it, okay?

In related news, I stopped following everyone on Twitter and Instagram except for Nina Dobrev. Which pains me greatly. Never in my life did I think I'd surrender fanship of Ian Somerhalder. But then his new bride took the stage at a TVD event in Brazil and he keeps saying all this SHIT that feels both disrespectful to Nina and Elena, and I JUST CAN'T WITH HIM. It's pretty much the saddest I've been in fandom since the end of Prison Break...because even though TWD ripped my heart out last November, the actors only became more dear to me in the aftermath.

I'm basically questioning the last five years of my fangirl life and realizing just how much of a "character" Ian Somerhalder is -- not just in all the RPF I've written. It's essentially the saddest day/week/month/television season ever.

BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

The Flash is my saving grace. Though I sort of feel like I'll just never fangirl any show/ship/actors this hard ever again. I've built a wall between me and those fictional bastards.

And seriously, if I see one more tumblr post about how TVD needs to give Stelena CLOSURE, I might have a coronary. They had closure in 4x06 when they broke up. And again in 5x18 when they vowed their FRIENDSHIP would last forever. AND AGAIN IN 6X04 WHEN STEFAN BECAME CAPTAIN OF THE USS DELENA. I just really want people to believe what the show is telling them. Because it told them all a long time ago that Damon and Elena are each other's true love.

And since I know my OTP is about to be destroyed and my heart ripped out, I just don't think there's that much time to revisit a relationship that ended for Elena almost three years ago. And I'm bitter and angry and this is my journal so I'll cry if I want to.

*sobs forever*

tvd, sorry this sucks, resigning as a fangirl seems like a good, more of the same, bla bla

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