So it's been one week since the Terrible Awful Nina news broke.

Apr 12, 2015 15:46

In addition to stirring up all my Damon/Elena feels, my Elena Stan feels, and my Nina feels, this weekend is Coachella.

COACHELLA.

I feel like I should have had Ian Somerhalder sign a pre-fan agreement. I will always love him if he never goes to Coachella with anyone but Nina Dobrev.

Ugh.

Anyway, in addition to all this, I thought it would be a good time to start a full series rewatch of TVD. I just finished 1x19 "Miss Mystic Falls." Have I ever mentioned how much I love this show? So much. There's just so much goodness in it. So compelling, even six years later.

And now that I've spent so much time with all the characters, even seeing them when they were "new" they feel so familiar. Like old sweats. Comfy. Your faves, you know? And since I haven't watched this season in a few years there are things that are new all over again, too.

But really, all this is just the beginning of a long mourning process. I have no idea what will happen in these last five episodes of S6, and maybe there will be some surprise twist that will actually make me want to watch S7. I'm not counting on it, but who knows. I remember going into 3x22 with so much trepidation--you know, it was the infernal ELENA CHOOSES A SALVATORE storyline and it was heart wrenching to watch, but at the end of it I had so much hope; I knew that what had happened was exactly what needed to for the plot to go on. And it led into S4, which might be my favorite season of the whole series (I do especially love S1 and I've loved S6 so much I can't be certain).

All the same, it will take a lot of something-something for me to be onboard with S7 with no Nina Dobrev.

I apologize in advance for many posts like this one that are not full of any new information, but are just lamentations of the past. This is the last five years of my fangirl life, and I really don't know what to do or how to cope entirely.

I found this great video the other day, so enjoy:

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tvd, nian are life ruiners, damon/elena

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