I may be playing to the wrong crowd here....

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So, I know that the few people I know who read this are spectacular women, namely Rachel, Rebecca, and miss Lizz. And, knowing that, you all may have zero insight into what I'm perplexed by, but there's nowhere else I can really throw this out, and I just have to get my feelings out on some medium.

Why is it when I am ready to commit to someone, and am vocal about it, is the moment that everything crashes down?

Isn't that supposed to be the great moment?

Or am I too much of an idealist?