Jan 21, 2005 14:00
well its time for me to confid in all of you.... i have no idea what im going to do, i am beting myself up over this relationship, i still love him, but im not in love with him anymore, and tonight is definatly going to prove it or not, im going to this party where this really hot guy and he so cool,and i think i just want a change and if i cant get him off my mond then ill know but what if i dont? im so freakin confused about it all! but i dont even know anymore, so we'll see wont we on my neverending soap opera!