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well, well, well... happy birthday to mommy dearest. she's turning... how old is she again? she'd kill me if i mentioned it here.
so uhm... right now i'm confused. i dont know what the hell is going on in my classes, and this does not do well for me since my parents will be here to see my advisory marks. it does not do well for me because i realize that, yes... i am in college, and this is where everything matters. it doesnt help that the teachers seem to think that theirs is the only subject we have. at least, that's what my fil teacher seems to think. i feel so unproductive. i know i have a lot of bullshit coming up in the next week, yet i'm sitting here posting on livejournal and singing along to "emo" music at the top of my lungs, much to my mother's dismay.
it's a long weekend, and i dont know what i'm going to do with my time. i know i'm supposed to be studying for the math and envi-sci long tests, but being anna, i dont feel like it, and god knows that if i don't feel like it, it will never happen.
today was..... mostly uneventful, despite the fact that it IS my mother's birthday.
i guess jizz's impression about birthdays is right. they're fucked. my next birthday is the one when i'll turn 18. i'm just hoping that it wont be that bad, though usually what i want is the opposite of what i get.
so uhm... right now i'm confused. i dont know what the hell is going on in my classes, and this does not do well for me since my parents will be here to see my advisory marks. it does not do well for me because i realize that, yes... i am in college, and this is where everything matters. it doesnt help that the teachers seem to think that theirs is the only subject we have. at least, that's what my fil teacher seems to think. i feel so unproductive. i know i have a lot of bullshit coming up in the next week, yet i'm sitting here posting on livejournal and singing along to "emo" music at the top of my lungs, much to my mother's dismay.
it's a long weekend, and i dont know what i'm going to do with my time. i know i'm supposed to be studying for the math and envi-sci long tests, but being anna, i dont feel like it, and god knows that if i don't feel like it, it will never happen.
today was..... mostly uneventful, despite the fact that it IS my mother's birthday.
i guess jizz's impression about birthdays is right. they're fucked. my next birthday is the one when i'll turn 18. i'm just hoping that it wont be that bad, though usually what i want is the opposite of what i get.