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Jul 16, 2006 11:20

the sun is out. looks like my two weather-controlling friends are content with their lives at the moment.

whoever says that i only blog when i'm depressed. but this time, i won't announce to the whole damn world what's wrong with me. maybe to some of my world. oh well. nothing i can't deal with. have gotten used to it over the years.

went out with my cousin yesterday to pay my electric bill, which i completely spaced out about. felt kind of weird because i'm actually paying my own bills. that is just the weirdest feeling because it seems like time i just going by way too fast for my liking. but, i dont know, i guess i'm happy.

i'm happy because i actually enjoy going to school. i'm happy because even if i'm busy, there are people around me who are equally as busy or more, reminding me that i'm lucky. i'm happy because i'm not the social outcast that i was afraid i'd be. i'm happy because the loser that i was in lower school is a thing of the past, and just something sad to look back on. i'm happy that somehow i've changed. i'm happy because i'm finally living my own life, no strings attached.

i'm happy................ i guess.

quite contradictory to the beginning of the post, eh? thre is no such thing as a perfect situation for me. this is as good as it gets.
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