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Welcome to Suxville
Population: me
WOW! I am fucked! I am alot more fucked than I thought I was. I thought I only had $17 in my bank account...oh no! The sad part is I WISH I had $17 in my bank account. I had $17 in my cash reserve (I am allowed $300 in cash reserves.) I also thought if you dipped into your cash reserve, it was a one time fee of $25...boy was I wrong...turns out everytime, you dip into your cash reserve it is a $25 fine. So now I am fucked beyond belief!! When I got home from work yesterday, I got a bank statement from Bank of America telling me that I am in the hole $577. So as of now I have -$577 in my bank account and rent is due on Tuesday ($650 for me.) I also owe Fubu for the phone bill, heat, and the electricity...and I have to pay my cell phone bill ($54), my car bill ($206), I have to buy Tyler a birthday present.
I dont get paid until Friday. I am fucked! I was faced with one of the the biggest delimas of my life yesterday....
Yesterday, Fubu saw how discouraged I was when I realized how in debt I am, and he pulled me aside and told me that he wanted to help. He gave me a check for $1,250 (I already owe him $250 for my lifetime subscription to my tivo, so he basically gave me a check for $1,000.) He said "I know how much you hate taking hand-outs...dont consider this a hand-out, consider this as helping you out and paying me back whenever you get a chance." I know I bitch about Fubu alot in my livejournal, but the truth of the matter is, when push comes to shove, Fubu is always there for me...just like the 4 times he kept me out of jail, but those stories are for another time...
So right now, I dont know what to do...as I write this, there is a check for $1,250 on my nightstand...that I keep glancing over at. I dont know what to do?? Do I cash it or not? I have several options now:
1) Deposit Fubu's check and pay him off slowly in the next few years (an option I dont even want to consider right now.) However, I would almost rather be in debt to Fubu than be in debt to creditors.
2) Get fired from the Y so I can get a $3,000 severence check that should hold me over for about 3 months, until I find a new job (however, it would really not look good on my resume to get fired from a 2nd Y in 5 years)
3) Move back in with my parents, and start from scratch...again (highly unlikey...I would almost rather slit my wrists!)
4) Kill myself (not a likely option) :)
5) Live like a knome for the next few months and pay Fubu off slowly (I definitly dont want to do that, but as of now I think I am leaning towards this option)
6) Find a 3rd job...I dont know if I can handle 3 jobs at once right now!
I dont know what to do??? This sucks! I have $6 in my wallet now...instead of spending it on beer for the Royal Rumble tonight, I have to save it and spend it on gas so I can go to work for the next few days. Its gonna take a while to get used to this kind of lifestyle :( This totally fucking blows! I am already feeling the backlash of it after just 1 day...
Last night:
Doug: called and asked me to go drinking with him in Boston. He told me as long as I drank Molson, he would pay for me all night. I told him that I appriciate it, but I couldnt accept that offer.
Big Rich: called and said "Hey Fred, I know that money is tight right now, but I was wondering if..." Then I cut him off...I said "Listen, I dont know where you are going or what you are planning on doing, but count me out. Whatever you are doing and where ever you are going, I can't afford it." Then he laughed at me and went to some club in Boston
Jess: sent me drunk text messages from Boston telling me how drunk she was and how much fun she was having from midnight until 2:15ish.
This sux!! I dont mind behaving myself once and a while because I have to, but I hate having to behave due to circumstances beyond my control!! Last night I stayed at home with Little Rich, Fubu, and Beckie and watched Napolean Dynamite...wow, that movie really sucked!! I almost want to sue the director for sucking 2 hours out of my life!! Last night reinforced that I am not the "stay at home" type!! I already called most of the guys and told them that I will not be going out to chill for the next few months, until around my birthday. I am soooooo fucked and I dont know what to do????
Here are some options of getting out of debt:
-Purposly get hit by a car, so I can sue...hmmmm
-Selling my baseballs cards...I'm too young for that!!
-Selling beenie babies...hmmm, I am still to young for that!! They are at my parent's house anyways
-Whoring myself out...hey, its worth a try
-Doing surveys for Rich's company at work...I can get like $100 for taking dumb surveys, so I might do that
I know that everything in life happens for a reason. Lets see what this reason is...
Random Side Notes:
-Tyler learned how to use text messages over the last few days...since then I have gotten 23 text messages from him and almost all of them say just "hi." This puts me in a shitty situation! He's my only sibling and he is 11 years old...I'd be a scumbag if I didnt reply
-I <3 frozen meat lasagne
-My Y finally gave me access to the internet and the availability for more training. The only problem is, I have to pay for everything myself...yeah, FUCK THAT!!
-I just beat NFL Street 2
-I had a long talk with Jenny the other night and she reassured me of all the reasons as to why I need to go private with my livejournal...she was right. Niki help me soon, please!
-I have a new pack of butts here :(
-Anyone that is reading this now...DON'T feel sorry for me! I have dug myself out of some shit before, and I am sure I will again!
-I wish I had beer now...
Population: me
WOW! I am fucked! I am alot more fucked than I thought I was. I thought I only had $17 in my bank account...oh no! The sad part is I WISH I had $17 in my bank account. I had $17 in my cash reserve (I am allowed $300 in cash reserves.) I also thought if you dipped into your cash reserve, it was a one time fee of $25...boy was I wrong...turns out everytime, you dip into your cash reserve it is a $25 fine. So now I am fucked beyond belief!! When I got home from work yesterday, I got a bank statement from Bank of America telling me that I am in the hole $577. So as of now I have -$577 in my bank account and rent is due on Tuesday ($650 for me.) I also owe Fubu for the phone bill, heat, and the electricity...and I have to pay my cell phone bill ($54), my car bill ($206), I have to buy Tyler a birthday present.
I dont get paid until Friday. I am fucked! I was faced with one of the the biggest delimas of my life yesterday....
Yesterday, Fubu saw how discouraged I was when I realized how in debt I am, and he pulled me aside and told me that he wanted to help. He gave me a check for $1,250 (I already owe him $250 for my lifetime subscription to my tivo, so he basically gave me a check for $1,000.) He said "I know how much you hate taking hand-outs...dont consider this a hand-out, consider this as helping you out and paying me back whenever you get a chance." I know I bitch about Fubu alot in my livejournal, but the truth of the matter is, when push comes to shove, Fubu is always there for me...just like the 4 times he kept me out of jail, but those stories are for another time...
So right now, I dont know what to do...as I write this, there is a check for $1,250 on my nightstand...that I keep glancing over at. I dont know what to do?? Do I cash it or not? I have several options now:
1) Deposit Fubu's check and pay him off slowly in the next few years (an option I dont even want to consider right now.) However, I would almost rather be in debt to Fubu than be in debt to creditors.
2) Get fired from the Y so I can get a $3,000 severence check that should hold me over for about 3 months, until I find a new job (however, it would really not look good on my resume to get fired from a 2nd Y in 5 years)
3) Move back in with my parents, and start from scratch...again (highly unlikey...I would almost rather slit my wrists!)
4) Kill myself (not a likely option) :)
5) Live like a knome for the next few months and pay Fubu off slowly (I definitly dont want to do that, but as of now I think I am leaning towards this option)
6) Find a 3rd job...I dont know if I can handle 3 jobs at once right now!
I dont know what to do??? This sucks! I have $6 in my wallet now...instead of spending it on beer for the Royal Rumble tonight, I have to save it and spend it on gas so I can go to work for the next few days. Its gonna take a while to get used to this kind of lifestyle :( This totally fucking blows! I am already feeling the backlash of it after just 1 day...
Last night:
Doug: called and asked me to go drinking with him in Boston. He told me as long as I drank Molson, he would pay for me all night. I told him that I appriciate it, but I couldnt accept that offer.
Big Rich: called and said "Hey Fred, I know that money is tight right now, but I was wondering if..." Then I cut him off...I said "Listen, I dont know where you are going or what you are planning on doing, but count me out. Whatever you are doing and where ever you are going, I can't afford it." Then he laughed at me and went to some club in Boston
Jess: sent me drunk text messages from Boston telling me how drunk she was and how much fun she was having from midnight until 2:15ish.
This sux!! I dont mind behaving myself once and a while because I have to, but I hate having to behave due to circumstances beyond my control!! Last night I stayed at home with Little Rich, Fubu, and Beckie and watched Napolean Dynamite...wow, that movie really sucked!! I almost want to sue the director for sucking 2 hours out of my life!! Last night reinforced that I am not the "stay at home" type!! I already called most of the guys and told them that I will not be going out to chill for the next few months, until around my birthday. I am soooooo fucked and I dont know what to do????
Here are some options of getting out of debt:
-Purposly get hit by a car, so I can sue...hmmmm
-Selling my baseballs cards...I'm too young for that!!
-Selling beenie babies...hmmm, I am still to young for that!! They are at my parent's house anyways
-Whoring myself out...hey, its worth a try
-Doing surveys for Rich's company at work...I can get like $100 for taking dumb surveys, so I might do that
I know that everything in life happens for a reason. Lets see what this reason is...
Random Side Notes:
-Tyler learned how to use text messages over the last few days...since then I have gotten 23 text messages from him and almost all of them say just "hi." This puts me in a shitty situation! He's my only sibling and he is 11 years old...I'd be a scumbag if I didnt reply
-I <3 frozen meat lasagne
-My Y finally gave me access to the internet and the availability for more training. The only problem is, I have to pay for everything myself...yeah, FUCK THAT!!
-I just beat NFL Street 2
-I had a long talk with Jenny the other night and she reassured me of all the reasons as to why I need to go private with my livejournal...she was right. Niki help me soon, please!
-I have a new pack of butts here :(
-Anyone that is reading this now...DON'T feel sorry for me! I have dug myself out of some shit before, and I am sure I will again!
-I wish I had beer now...