i want a break!

[badassbass]

god damn i cant wait for winter break.. there is so much that i have to do. i just want to shut off my head and not have to worry about anything. ahhhh!!! the stress building up.. and all i want to do is being is mike. when im with him its the only time that i can be myself and let everything go. even if its just for 5mins... i really need that 5 mins. it really sucks that im not going to beable to see him this weekend ...i dont even know if im going to come home this weekend cuz of how my mom is treating me. we will see.. maybe mike will find a way out here.. i cant wait till tomorrow .. thats when i can crazy and do nothing .. its going to be great. but as for tonight i need to write a paper that was due today and thats about it.. i really need to get that paper done and i hope that she will let me turn it in late seeing how i alreayd turn one in late >.< other wise my grade is going to go done a whole letter grade .. and thats not a good thing at all..

>.< but i need to go and get some food and then practice my bass cuz i have a lesson at 12 ... this should be fun

<3 i need you