Dec 19, 2005 18:19
I sit here and think of what things may have been
I sit here and try over and over again
I walk down this road of pain
I want to know how to get out of this rain
I miss you I miss you I want to know
I ponder how i can go ahead and show
I hate the way im supposed to feel
I wonder how any of this can be real
Shit stained i feel im fading away
I wanna die i want this all to stay
I want to walk away I want to see all of this
I want to go to the places that i miss
This all cant be real in my mind
I have to got o other places to find
A love wasted away torn about by pain
A love slowly washed away by the pouring rain
Fuck you for the way you hurt me
Fuck you for not letting this all just be
All of this is a open door
All of this is because of a stupid whore