here i am
Well its been a while hasnt it. Life has hit an all time low for me.. i have made it to that perverbial "rock bottom". Man its not a good thing and thats for sure. You see me being un-employed for a month and a half finally took effect.. via me losing my truck and cell phone.. two of the most important things in the world to me. I dont realy go out and party anymore.. i kind of just sit around like a fucking loser which really shouldnt be happening because lets face it.. Im a partyin kind of guy. things with my family are about to break apart. i hate to say this but i honestly dont think that unless i get my life straightened out that were gonna be a family anymore because i cant deal with this shit and have no where to turn. All i get is well you should of had a job. I cant even live in the place i grew up with out paying fucking rent. its ridiculous. And i hate bitching on here bc u people have more important things to do then listen to my problems but i figure that since u havent heard from me in a while it wouldnt be a big deal. Actually i retract that statement. If you dont care then oh well. if you have a problem with me, then fuck you. Do something about it. there that felt good. looks like i havent changed that much.