SUNNY DAYS!
well today has been a WONDERFUL day! i love the sun! gah it makes me feel happy..today has been the usual sunday, went with kel to aunts, work out, and then came home! haha
well right now i really dont know what im gonna do..there is something inside of me that is telling me that i want it one way, but then again it is like telling me to STOP, and dont let it go any farther! im not goin to say any names cause it is a mess already kinda..not really i might just be making a big deal out of something really small!...but, i just dont know..im talkin to kelli about it all right now and it is kinda helping but still there is just something there that is making me go in a different direction..gah, i just wish it wasnt all so complicated...i really wish that sometimes you could just do whatever you wanted and no one would care or talk about it, but i dont think it works that way...well i dont really wanna talk about all this right now..
well im gonna go. bye
well right now i really dont know what im gonna do..there is something inside of me that is telling me that i want it one way, but then again it is like telling me to STOP, and dont let it go any farther! im not goin to say any names cause it is a mess already kinda..not really i might just be making a big deal out of something really small!...but, i just dont know..im talkin to kelli about it all right now and it is kinda helping but still there is just something there that is making me go in a different direction..gah, i just wish it wasnt all so complicated...i really wish that sometimes you could just do whatever you wanted and no one would care or talk about it, but i dont think it works that way...well i dont really wanna talk about all this right now..
well im gonna go. bye