May 22, 2005 03:40
I'm not a partier. I have a hard time enjoying myself when the mass around me is. As long as it involves socializing, I'm better off standing alone against the wall. Maybe I just wished that it was soething like you and me against the world. Until realize, it's just me.
And so I was left in the back corner of the bar as he went to fetch our friends. I felt it coming, even the night before... "...so your market value to other people will increase..." and the distance in the club... "...Go dance... over there..." "with people I don't know?" "yeah, enjoy yourself..." "...but I AM enjoying"
But it isn't... hasn't... and won't be us.
At least not now.
So I'll wait. I'll wait until God knows when because I'm tired of getting to know anyone else. I'm tired of stepping out of my comfort zone because I've found it...
Ikaw na ay may sabi na ako'y mahal mo rin
At sinabi mo ang pag-ibig mo'y 'di magbabago
Ngunit bakit sa tuwing ako'y lumalapit
Ika'y lumalayo
Puso'y laging nasasaktan pag may kasama kang iba
'Di ba nila alam?
Tayo'y nagsumpaan
Na ako'y sa'yo
At ika'y akin lamang
Kahit anong manyari pag-ibig ko'y sa'yo parin
At kahit ano pa ang sabihin nila'y ikaw parin
Ang mahal...
Maghihintay ako kahit kailan
Kahit na umabot 'man ako'y nasa langit na
At kung 'di ka makita
Makikiusap kay Bathala
Na ika'y hanapin at sabihin
Ipaalala sa iyo
Ang nakalimutang sumpaan
Na ako'y sa'yo at ika'y akin lamang
Umasa ka maghihintay ako kahit kailan
Kahit na umabot 'man ako'y nasa langit na
At kung 'di ka makita
Makikiusap kay Bathala
Na ika'y hanapin at sabihin
Ipaalala sa iyo
Ang nakalimutang sumpaan
Na ako'y sa'yo at ika'y akin lamang
(You are the one that said that you love me too and you said that your feelings will never change, but why is it that everytime I come close to you, you walk away... my heart gets hurt everytime I see you with someone else... don't they know? we made a promise... that I am yours... and you are mine only...Through whatever happens, my love will still be yours, and whatever they may say, you're still the one.. I love.... I'll wait for you at all times, even if I reach heaven by then, and if I don't see you.. I'll speak to God... and ask him to find you and tell you... remind you of our forgotten promise... that I am yours and you are mine only...... )