Dear Unknown
I'm sorry for everything I've said
& for anything I forgot to say too
When things get so complicated
I stumble, at best muddle through
I wish that our lives could be simple
I wish I could tell you this face to face
But there's never the time, never the place
& this letter will have to do..
Everything hurts so much. I hate this feeling of emptiness. I know there's something missing but I say to myself it's not you. Everything hurts so much. I hate myself because I'm jealous of the stupidest little things. I wish I knew where all of this was stemming from. I can't help but think of you. Damn it, I barely know you, yet I think I know you well.. I wish I weren't so insecure. I'm so vulnerable to your attacks. I've kept a door open just for you-just wishing you'd get lost an accidentally walk in. Grrr. I wish I weren't so easily wounded. This is my entire fault - I brought this down to myself. I did this & no one else is to blame. I should have listened to my friend - I should have stayed strong? Well it comes a time where sometimes you just cannot help it and you just want to burst out? I've reached the limit.. Everything seems to be gushing out - it slowly drips in a lucid shapeless form- fawk you! Fawk you! B/c of you I let the good things go and now i'm stuck with nothing.
Sincerely
- Hopeless
& for anything I forgot to say too
When things get so complicated
I stumble, at best muddle through
I wish that our lives could be simple
I wish I could tell you this face to face
But there's never the time, never the place
& this letter will have to do..
Everything hurts so much. I hate this feeling of emptiness. I know there's something missing but I say to myself it's not you. Everything hurts so much. I hate myself because I'm jealous of the stupidest little things. I wish I knew where all of this was stemming from. I can't help but think of you. Damn it, I barely know you, yet I think I know you well.. I wish I weren't so insecure. I'm so vulnerable to your attacks. I've kept a door open just for you-just wishing you'd get lost an accidentally walk in. Grrr. I wish I weren't so easily wounded. This is my entire fault - I brought this down to myself. I did this & no one else is to blame. I should have listened to my friend - I should have stayed strong? Well it comes a time where sometimes you just cannot help it and you just want to burst out? I've reached the limit.. Everything seems to be gushing out - it slowly drips in a lucid shapeless form- fawk you! Fawk you! B/c of you I let the good things go and now i'm stuck with nothing.
Sincerely
- Hopeless