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The boy and I are on another break. I don't think we are going to recover from this one. He would rather continue to build a life without me in Oregon, than try to make a life with me. The long distance has been killing me. And he seems to care less. I feel so abandoned by him. I need to be with my boyfriend. I need a boyfriend who wants to be with me, not someone who can just get up and leave me behind.But I love him so much and it hurts so much. I dont understand why he is so afraid of having a real relationship and asking me to be with him. Why is he so scared of me loving him so much? My heart is breaking. I am dying inside.