My Life
So much drama for one night/weekend. I really have no idea where to even start. Friday was amazingly awesome..saturDAY was pretty good as well..but then saturday night comes around and everything goes CRAZY. It just turned out to be 'high school' problems all over again. Meaning, third parties feelings like they have the right to tell myself or the other person how we should handle ourselves. And i can understand friends trying to help their friends out in certain situations, but people that i barely even know, i dont feel should be telling me that i am being selfish for likeing someone. Everyone seemed to have an opinion on the matter, which is fine. but i dont need to hear it and feel like a complete bitch about it at a party at 2 am. It came to a point where i felt awkward going up to the person whom this problem i share with. I was getting so many negative things thrown at me all at once, except from one mr j-dawg..lol thank goodness for him. I just came to the point where i felt i didnt need or deserve any of this shit for something so new. I dont think i have ever been so sad or upset over a boy in a very very long while, if ever. but then i talked to this other person and i realized that they felt the same way as I.
I very much believe this person and hope with everything that they know exactly what they want to happen, and have told me everything they are feeling. So, as it stands i am happy, yet anxious of the outcome. I think once i move to peterborough and get settled everything will return to 'normal' and we can just move on from there and see what happens.
On to my embarrassing moments of today.
-first i was trying to run up the stairs in the morning, tripped and made a pretty loud noise on my way up..lol. and i stubbed my toe and hit my knee. i was hopeing no one would hear it, but of course, j-dawg had to make a comment right away, and adam comment came later on..lol
-Then..as i was going down the stairs to get ready to go for breakfast i fell down the last three steps and on to some boxes..and i really hurt my elbow
-and, of course, j-dawg has to have his room full of boxes and various items when i am drunk and have to get past them a million and a half times..i also tripped on those on saturday night, and fell flat on my ass.
Anyways, im off to peterborough the day after tomorrow..so i probably wont have the internet or a telephone for a few days..but if you are someone that would get my telephone number anyway..then im sure you will get it as soon as i figure all that crap out.
Well, thanks for reading my drama and embarrassments
--Courtney
I very much believe this person and hope with everything that they know exactly what they want to happen, and have told me everything they are feeling. So, as it stands i am happy, yet anxious of the outcome. I think once i move to peterborough and get settled everything will return to 'normal' and we can just move on from there and see what happens.
On to my embarrassing moments of today.
-first i was trying to run up the stairs in the morning, tripped and made a pretty loud noise on my way up..lol. and i stubbed my toe and hit my knee. i was hopeing no one would hear it, but of course, j-dawg had to make a comment right away, and adam comment came later on..lol
-Then..as i was going down the stairs to get ready to go for breakfast i fell down the last three steps and on to some boxes..and i really hurt my elbow
-and, of course, j-dawg has to have his room full of boxes and various items when i am drunk and have to get past them a million and a half times..i also tripped on those on saturday night, and fell flat on my ass.
Anyways, im off to peterborough the day after tomorrow..so i probably wont have the internet or a telephone for a few days..but if you are someone that would get my telephone number anyway..then im sure you will get it as soon as i figure all that crap out.
Well, thanks for reading my drama and embarrassments
--Courtney