I think I just threw up a little.
So, I'm in a certain rp, and I like to read all the profiles so that I keep up to date on who's who. When I joined, one of the people had a profile that kinda squicked me, but it wasn't the worst thing I'd seen.
The person who joined right after me, however, now gets that title. Reading it made me quite literally feel sick, and I had previously thought that I was pretty internet jaded.
Let me just. . . . put her biography on here, for a start.
I'm calling her neon because her entire profile was in the brightest, most blindingly neon colors imaginable. I really don't want to read
about this while squinting to get past the lime green on white background.
Neon's life, starting from childhood is very screwed up. (Isn't every Sue's?)So screwed up, in fact, that most people are surprised that she isn't part of a mafia of sorts. (Well that's random.) In Neon's own eyes, she's very surprised that she hadn't winded up in a psychotic ward.(Because she can't have the ordinary tragic backstory. She has to go the extra mile!) The momet Neon was born, was the moment her dad, Standard Bastard Father, became obsessed. (Oh, goody, it's going to be one of THOSE tragic pasts. You have no idea.)You know like most fathers, Standard Bastard Father was overprotective of his daughter. He wouldn't let anyone, but his close family, have their hands on her. She was called and named beautiful by everyone that layed eyes on her. The silky pink, smooth hair that was on her head and her crystal-like eyes made everyone instantly fall in love with Neon, and she was just a mere baby! Most loved her because she was so cute and adorable, but her father just seemed to love her more than everything. (Alright, we get it, she was the most perfect and beautiful and adorable and awesome baby ever formed from an egg and sperm.)Yes, he was her father and all, but there were some limits. In Neon's baby stages, he was very clingy to his daughter. For instance, his priorities. He was the man of the house, which meant that he was supposed to bring in all the money.(Well that's not sexist. It becomes obvious he's evil, because he allows his wife to go out and earn the money, while he raises the kid!) If that was true, then why was he the one who took care of his daughter, and let his wife, Standard Do Nothing mother, do all of the hard work. She brought home the money, food, and kept a roof over their heads. From Standard Do Nothing Mother's perspective, she thought her husband was just being the one who cared a lot. In her eyes, Standard Bastard Father was the perfect husband. But when he was all alone with Neon, how caring was he? (And so it begins.)
Since Standard Bastard Father was a stay-at-home father, he was in charge of taking care of his baby girl. That specifically meant changing her diapers and giving her baths.(So that's all it takes to raise a baby!) This is where things got a tad bit strange. When Neon would need her diaper changed, he would do it, but stop right before he was about to put a clean diaper on her. With that he stood there and got 'excited' by just staring at a naked baby. He wished that his daughter was a tad bit older so that he could've done something, but failed at letting it be granted. So he just stood there and pleased himself. This also happened when he was giving Neon a bath. And again, he did the same thing. (Oh my god that is horrible, and I wish this were the worst part.)Over the next few years, this continued, until Neon was about to walk and talk properly. When she had turned about four, the little police officer to be was about to start school. Pre-K to be specific. (Always good to be specific!)This was also when Standard Bastard Father would begin to work again, since he wasn't going to be watching over anything anymore. Everything was calm and what not, despite the fact that he acted even stranger at night. During the night, Standard Bastard Father would pay little visits to his daughter, who was most likely sleeping. Making sure that his own wife wasn't awake, he'd lock the door to her room. It was at that point that it became obvious that Standard Bastard Father was anything but a normal father. (You don't say.) Every time he'd come to Neon's room, there was always some sort of contorted grin on his face. If the young girl were old enough, she'd make a run for it when she'd see that face. But what he'd wake her up, and just stare at her, getting a 'joy' out of just that. He'd then make her take off all of her clothes and make her do very inappropriate things to him. This happened every night, until she turned fourteen. At that age, things changed dramatically. (This is the part I started to get a dread look of terror on my face.)
He couldn't help but stare, everywhere she went. Every time she bent down, turned around, hurt herself. His eyes were always on the poor girl. Since Neon was at the age where she understood even the most hardest of subjects, (Apparently she was, on top of it all, omnipotent at age 14.)it was easy for her to figure something that bugged her for years. Why was her father making her do such disgusting and inappropriate things. It gave her the chills, and made her want to vomit. She couldn't believe that he father was such a disgusting figure. Soon, to escape Standard Bastard Father's gaze, she'd go out with her friends more. She was never really home at all, except when she she'd go to sleep after a long night of fun with her buddies. The middle schooler would soon begin to lock her door at night, and avoid her father at all costs. She wanted to tell her mother, Standard Do Nothing Mother, everything, but she probably wouldn't believe her. (Because all parents are evil, and never believe their children.)So for another year, she did what ever she could to get away from her sicko of a father. But the time her mother wasn't going to be around because of a week long business trip, was the time that Standard Bastard Father took advantage of everything. (This is a good point to stop reading if you--Actually, this is just a good point to stop reading.)With the help of a few friends from his work, specifically nine, he broke into his daughters room. She was sound asleep, well that was until he touched her. Her eyes shot open, and she was welcomed by ten pairs of eyes.(Why.) staring right down at her. That night, Neon had lost her own virginity to her father, and his co-workers.(WHY.) And it wasn't like they were just going to do it once. For the rest of the week that her mother was gone, Neon was raped by her father and his 'friends'. (WHYYY.) And every night that they came by, the teenager would be something by the door, to make sure they couldn't open it. It got heavier day, by day, but when you had ten men, almost anything was possible in a small house. (I feel sick. Am I just particularly sensi--NO, I am firmly in belief that it is perfectly natural to be disgusted by this.)
After that week, Neon began to shut everyone off in her life, even her mother. Her father was nonexistent, and so was everyone around her, except a few friends. And from the point that her father raped her for a week, when ever Standard Do Nothing Mother left on a business trip, the teenager would just stay at a close friends house until she came back. But it wasn't like it was just her father who did the raping during her teenage years. There were other males on the streets who found Neon an easy target, and did whatever they pleased with her.(Because getting gang raped by ten men wasn't good enough for Neon! Oh, no, she had to aim for the STARS.) Poor Neon really had no choice or say in anything. (I hate the whole OH SHE COULDN'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT THE CONSTANT RAPE.)These constant rape moments had the student on the verge of committing suicide. Of course, she didn't, but it caused her to have many problems. (You don't say.)One of the most serious of them all is that she has a serious case of insomnia. (Are you serious? All of this, and the worst thing that's happened to her psychologically is INSOMNIA?)This started because of Neon's constant fear of a man coming in her room and raping her, or something like that. That is why she drinks so many energy drinks. (Thank the lord that she hasn't developed bags underneath her eyes yet). (No, because that would just be awful, thank goodness she got it so lucky--WAIT A MINUTE.)
When she made it to high school, Neon hurry and rushed through it, to get out of her house and get a scholarship to a nice university. The moment after she graduated, she grabbed all of her stuff and left, never really speaking to her parents. And when her father attempted to speak with her, she walked straight past him and called the man 'The Scum of the World'. Without any time to waste, Neon zoomed through college, making it second in her class.(Good to see that insomnia doesn't ever affect how well she does. And of course she's only second, because she can't be FIRST, that would make her a Sue!) Business was definitely a difficult subject to cover, but she finished through it quickly. As a freshman to the real world, Neon still had much to learn, so she took a part-time job as a secretary at a very popular and famous Corporation. One day, when she was just sitting at her desk, spacing out, a man walked up to her. Lost in deep though, the woman merely stared at nothing. He spoke, "Excuse me, don't I know you?". (No, it's just an ordinary perfectly nice nonrapey man--Oh wait, that kind of man doesn't EXIST in Neon's world.)Waking up from her open-eyed slumber, she looked up at the man's face, recognizing the voice instantly. Who else was it, but her father, smirking?(Naturally.) His disgusting eyes looking up and down her innocent body, pretty much demanding that he wants her. After a good minute of glaring at him, Standard Bastard Father held his hand out to her. "It's going to be a pleasure working with you. Literally..." (. . . She managed to get hired for the exact same firm as her father? WHAT A TWIST.)His eyes looked so lustful, but Neon's cancelled his. With a small hiss underneath her breath, the woman sent a death glare towards her father. (Thank god she was able to deflect a child rapist with a glare!)She knew that she should have researched the place before applying.
Then it goes on about how she went and joined some police academy or whatever but honestly who cares because WHY.
Why would you have this kind of character. Why would you WANT to create this kind of character. It's a pg-13 rp, so even if she had some rape fetish, she wouldn't be getting any. It's like she just wanted to see how much rape she could squeeze into a single character.
And, although this is nothing compared to the overall suck, I would like to say that I have insomnia (which stems from my mind refusing to shut down, not. . . anything else). Trust me, if you had real insomnia, you would get bags under your eyes, you would do terrible in school (I slept through my classes constantly, or I was too tired to do any actual thinking). I find it unlikely that she managed to get second in college while never sleeping.
I posted on the OOC, stating that the character made me uncomfortable, and I don't really know if this counts as pg-13. Hopefully the admin will agree with me.
Watch none of this html work. Why so fail, me, why so fail.
The person who joined right after me, however, now gets that title. Reading it made me quite literally feel sick, and I had previously thought that I was pretty internet jaded.
Let me just. . . . put her biography on here, for a start.
I'm calling her neon because her entire profile was in the brightest, most blindingly neon colors imaginable. I really don't want to read
about this while squinting to get past the lime green on white background.
Neon's life, starting from childhood is very screwed up. (Isn't every Sue's?)So screwed up, in fact, that most people are surprised that she isn't part of a mafia of sorts. (Well that's random.) In Neon's own eyes, she's very surprised that she hadn't winded up in a psychotic ward.(Because she can't have the ordinary tragic backstory. She has to go the extra mile!) The momet Neon was born, was the moment her dad, Standard Bastard Father, became obsessed. (Oh, goody, it's going to be one of THOSE tragic pasts. You have no idea.)You know like most fathers, Standard Bastard Father was overprotective of his daughter. He wouldn't let anyone, but his close family, have their hands on her. She was called and named beautiful by everyone that layed eyes on her. The silky pink, smooth hair that was on her head and her crystal-like eyes made everyone instantly fall in love with Neon, and she was just a mere baby! Most loved her because she was so cute and adorable, but her father just seemed to love her more than everything. (Alright, we get it, she was the most perfect and beautiful and adorable and awesome baby ever formed from an egg and sperm.)Yes, he was her father and all, but there were some limits. In Neon's baby stages, he was very clingy to his daughter. For instance, his priorities. He was the man of the house, which meant that he was supposed to bring in all the money.(Well that's not sexist. It becomes obvious he's evil, because he allows his wife to go out and earn the money, while he raises the kid!) If that was true, then why was he the one who took care of his daughter, and let his wife, Standard Do Nothing mother, do all of the hard work. She brought home the money, food, and kept a roof over their heads. From Standard Do Nothing Mother's perspective, she thought her husband was just being the one who cared a lot. In her eyes, Standard Bastard Father was the perfect husband. But when he was all alone with Neon, how caring was he? (And so it begins.)
Since Standard Bastard Father was a stay-at-home father, he was in charge of taking care of his baby girl. That specifically meant changing her diapers and giving her baths.(So that's all it takes to raise a baby!) This is where things got a tad bit strange. When Neon would need her diaper changed, he would do it, but stop right before he was about to put a clean diaper on her. With that he stood there and got 'excited' by just staring at a naked baby. He wished that his daughter was a tad bit older so that he could've done something, but failed at letting it be granted. So he just stood there and pleased himself. This also happened when he was giving Neon a bath. And again, he did the same thing. (Oh my god that is horrible, and I wish this were the worst part.)Over the next few years, this continued, until Neon was about to walk and talk properly. When she had turned about four, the little police officer to be was about to start school. Pre-K to be specific. (Always good to be specific!)This was also when Standard Bastard Father would begin to work again, since he wasn't going to be watching over anything anymore. Everything was calm and what not, despite the fact that he acted even stranger at night. During the night, Standard Bastard Father would pay little visits to his daughter, who was most likely sleeping. Making sure that his own wife wasn't awake, he'd lock the door to her room. It was at that point that it became obvious that Standard Bastard Father was anything but a normal father. (You don't say.) Every time he'd come to Neon's room, there was always some sort of contorted grin on his face. If the young girl were old enough, she'd make a run for it when she'd see that face. But what he'd wake her up, and just stare at her, getting a 'joy' out of just that. He'd then make her take off all of her clothes and make her do very inappropriate things to him. This happened every night, until she turned fourteen. At that age, things changed dramatically. (This is the part I started to get a dread look of terror on my face.)
He couldn't help but stare, everywhere she went. Every time she bent down, turned around, hurt herself. His eyes were always on the poor girl. Since Neon was at the age where she understood even the most hardest of subjects, (Apparently she was, on top of it all, omnipotent at age 14.)it was easy for her to figure something that bugged her for years. Why was her father making her do such disgusting and inappropriate things. It gave her the chills, and made her want to vomit. She couldn't believe that he father was such a disgusting figure. Soon, to escape Standard Bastard Father's gaze, she'd go out with her friends more. She was never really home at all, except when she she'd go to sleep after a long night of fun with her buddies. The middle schooler would soon begin to lock her door at night, and avoid her father at all costs. She wanted to tell her mother, Standard Do Nothing Mother, everything, but she probably wouldn't believe her. (Because all parents are evil, and never believe their children.)So for another year, she did what ever she could to get away from her sicko of a father. But the time her mother wasn't going to be around because of a week long business trip, was the time that Standard Bastard Father took advantage of everything. (This is a good point to stop reading if you--Actually, this is just a good point to stop reading.)With the help of a few friends from his work, specifically nine, he broke into his daughters room. She was sound asleep, well that was until he touched her. Her eyes shot open, and she was welcomed by ten pairs of eyes.(Why.) staring right down at her. That night, Neon had lost her own virginity to her father, and his co-workers.(WHY.) And it wasn't like they were just going to do it once. For the rest of the week that her mother was gone, Neon was raped by her father and his 'friends'. (WHYYY.) And every night that they came by, the teenager would be something by the door, to make sure they couldn't open it. It got heavier day, by day, but when you had ten men, almost anything was possible in a small house. (I feel sick. Am I just particularly sensi--NO, I am firmly in belief that it is perfectly natural to be disgusted by this.)
After that week, Neon began to shut everyone off in her life, even her mother. Her father was nonexistent, and so was everyone around her, except a few friends. And from the point that her father raped her for a week, when ever Standard Do Nothing Mother left on a business trip, the teenager would just stay at a close friends house until she came back. But it wasn't like it was just her father who did the raping during her teenage years. There were other males on the streets who found Neon an easy target, and did whatever they pleased with her.(Because getting gang raped by ten men wasn't good enough for Neon! Oh, no, she had to aim for the STARS.) Poor Neon really had no choice or say in anything. (I hate the whole OH SHE COULDN'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT THE CONSTANT RAPE.)These constant rape moments had the student on the verge of committing suicide. Of course, she didn't, but it caused her to have many problems. (You don't say.)One of the most serious of them all is that she has a serious case of insomnia. (Are you serious? All of this, and the worst thing that's happened to her psychologically is INSOMNIA?)This started because of Neon's constant fear of a man coming in her room and raping her, or something like that. That is why she drinks so many energy drinks. (Thank the lord that she hasn't developed bags underneath her eyes yet). (No, because that would just be awful, thank goodness she got it so lucky--WAIT A MINUTE.)
When she made it to high school, Neon hurry and rushed through it, to get out of her house and get a scholarship to a nice university. The moment after she graduated, she grabbed all of her stuff and left, never really speaking to her parents. And when her father attempted to speak with her, she walked straight past him and called the man 'The Scum of the World'. Without any time to waste, Neon zoomed through college, making it second in her class.(Good to see that insomnia doesn't ever affect how well she does. And of course she's only second, because she can't be FIRST, that would make her a Sue!) Business was definitely a difficult subject to cover, but she finished through it quickly. As a freshman to the real world, Neon still had much to learn, so she took a part-time job as a secretary at a very popular and famous Corporation. One day, when she was just sitting at her desk, spacing out, a man walked up to her. Lost in deep though, the woman merely stared at nothing. He spoke, "Excuse me, don't I know you?". (No, it's just an ordinary perfectly nice nonrapey man--Oh wait, that kind of man doesn't EXIST in Neon's world.)Waking up from her open-eyed slumber, she looked up at the man's face, recognizing the voice instantly. Who else was it, but her father, smirking?(Naturally.) His disgusting eyes looking up and down her innocent body, pretty much demanding that he wants her. After a good minute of glaring at him, Standard Bastard Father held his hand out to her. "It's going to be a pleasure working with you. Literally..." (. . . She managed to get hired for the exact same firm as her father? WHAT A TWIST.)His eyes looked so lustful, but Neon's cancelled his. With a small hiss underneath her breath, the woman sent a death glare towards her father. (Thank god she was able to deflect a child rapist with a glare!)She knew that she should have researched the place before applying.
Then it goes on about how she went and joined some police academy or whatever but honestly who cares because WHY.
Why would you have this kind of character. Why would you WANT to create this kind of character. It's a pg-13 rp, so even if she had some rape fetish, she wouldn't be getting any. It's like she just wanted to see how much rape she could squeeze into a single character.
And, although this is nothing compared to the overall suck, I would like to say that I have insomnia (which stems from my mind refusing to shut down, not. . . anything else). Trust me, if you had real insomnia, you would get bags under your eyes, you would do terrible in school (I slept through my classes constantly, or I was too tired to do any actual thinking). I find it unlikely that she managed to get second in college while never sleeping.
I posted on the OOC, stating that the character made me uncomfortable, and I don't really know if this counts as pg-13. Hopefully the admin will agree with me.
Watch none of this html work. Why so fail, me, why so fail.