Over

Apr 09, 2005 12:39

Thank God this week is over.  What a horrible way to end it though: missing my advising appointment and spending about 4 straight hours stressing out of my mind.  But it's over, and the night was fantastic (I do mean to stop using that word so much).

Started filling out an application for Barnes & Noble for the summer, I still have to find a time to get that down to a store in Phoenix.  Katie comes back from Italy on April 20th, we are going to have a day full of the stuff we used to do, maybe it could be that day.  I'm well aware that it's a Wednesday, but I don't have class until 11 on Thursday, so it could work.  I would much rather go to Phoenix for two reasons rather than to just drop off an application and head back here.

oh man, that is coming up.  The end of this year is coming up.  Welcome.  Go away.

Today is lazy.  I like that.

My fingers are really cold.  I turned off the a/c, but it hasn't made a difference.
"How fast the minutes fly away and every minute colder."

I feel different.  Different than I used to be.  I wonder if this is that point in your life when you realize you are okay with yourself, then someone great comes along.  Maybe my number is coming up.
"I'm tired of being alone, so hurry up and get here."

Both of those quotes were actually playing when I had those thoughts...weird.

I've decided I don't like school anymore.  Not even a little bit.  I want this next week to be better than the last.  Let me see if that is at all possible.  Yes, this week will be okay.  But the one after that, not so much.  I wish I didn't have homework anymore.  I want to be speaking in psychobabble for the rest of my life already.  I know that's really not true, I enjoy not having all sorts of "grown up" responsibilities right now, but I don't want to have to bs papers and have vocab quizzes anymore.

It'll sneak up on me, and then I'll miss this.  There must be point in between when we can win.

Sorry...long post.

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