Morbid Memories...
every time you hit me
every night id cry
and all the pain you caused me
never seemed to faze you in your eyes
its not just your fault i guess
i would come back to you for more
you knew how to satisfy me
because i was your dirty whore
you used me for your sex games
until i got you mad
then you would push me out the door
and id wish for the boyfriend i never had
you made me hold you still
while you shot heroin in your veins
some days i wished i would die
id play chciken with the trains
at times you would just stare
and wonder what you saw in me
other times you would send me
out in the cold to freeze
rarely you would feel bad
about the things you did to me
until your bestfrined beat the shit outta you
and finally made you see
you hardley cared about me
when i had to fend for myself
even when i was dying
and in the worst of health
a careless and evil bastard
a statement of what you are
i hope you get HIV
from a chick you picked up in a bar
every word you ever screamed into my head
you choked on when you ate
now that you lost, you never realized how much you loved me
but now im gone and smart-and your to fucking late!
thats what i wanted to put in here ^^
my poem...most can guess who its about...but if not then and you wanna know then ask...and dont make any asumptions ither...i was in a bad mood and dennis got me thinking about ex's when he read me a song he write about one of his ex's...well she wasnt abused...
_Majick_
ps...why am i such a stupid dumb bitch and make bad judgements?!
every night id cry
and all the pain you caused me
never seemed to faze you in your eyes
its not just your fault i guess
i would come back to you for more
you knew how to satisfy me
because i was your dirty whore
you used me for your sex games
until i got you mad
then you would push me out the door
and id wish for the boyfriend i never had
you made me hold you still
while you shot heroin in your veins
some days i wished i would die
id play chciken with the trains
at times you would just stare
and wonder what you saw in me
other times you would send me
out in the cold to freeze
rarely you would feel bad
about the things you did to me
until your bestfrined beat the shit outta you
and finally made you see
you hardley cared about me
when i had to fend for myself
even when i was dying
and in the worst of health
a careless and evil bastard
a statement of what you are
i hope you get HIV
from a chick you picked up in a bar
every word you ever screamed into my head
you choked on when you ate
now that you lost, you never realized how much you loved me
but now im gone and smart-and your to fucking late!
thats what i wanted to put in here ^^
my poem...most can guess who its about...but if not then and you wanna know then ask...and dont make any asumptions ither...i was in a bad mood and dennis got me thinking about ex's when he read me a song he write about one of his ex's...well she wasnt abused...
_Majick_
ps...why am i such a stupid dumb bitch and make bad judgements?!