i'm blaming myself this time.
i'm blaming myself this time.
I'm really upset with myself and some of the things i've done in the past few weeks. I can't take anything I said back, or undo anything i've done. I'm tired of being alone, but I always chase people away from me. It's like I never learn. I get so excited over new things and take it too far. I find something I like and do everything I can to get it and it always turns around and bites me in the ass. I don't know what's going on and I can't read minds. Some things mean more to me than it does to others, so I may have taken it the wrong way. I'm kind of miserable and beating myself up over it and I don't even know why. What more can I say? I think i'm the only person that can kill things just be being overly enthusiastic about it.
I'm really upset with myself and some of the things i've done in the past few weeks. I can't take anything I said back, or undo anything i've done. I'm tired of being alone, but I always chase people away from me. It's like I never learn. I get so excited over new things and take it too far. I find something I like and do everything I can to get it and it always turns around and bites me in the ass. I don't know what's going on and I can't read minds. Some things mean more to me than it does to others, so I may have taken it the wrong way. I'm kind of miserable and beating myself up over it and I don't even know why. What more can I say? I think i'm the only person that can kill things just be being overly enthusiastic about it.