Nov 09, 2004 12:18
yeah, just a quick entry before i go to class...
i'm working on a story right now for creative writing, it's been a while since i have worked on an actual story. i've been writing a 120 page book now for years and it seems like i'll never get it done, so i've moved on to something much simpler.
ummmm other than that?
i'm lately feeling very isolated and regretful. both equally as much my own doing. i've wasted a lot of time worrying over the stupidest shit, and i need to stop doing that. it takes me so long just to get over things, even when i think i'm over it sometimes it all just comes rushing back. in my desperation to just fit in i guess i've really done some idiotic things. things i wish never would have happened, but then there are the things i wish could happen again. my closest friends are drifting farther away from me, and its only to be expected of course, but still... i read the entries and the letters and the conversations from the way things used to be, and i miss it all so much. life used to be so much simpler...
well, enough of my regrets.