So. I have so much to say, but don't really know how to put it into words...I was hoping once i started typing my fingers would just keep moving. It's amazing how people change. I'm not talking about anyone in particular, just everybody. Everybody has changed. And yes, change is a part of life, and is inevitable, i know. Someone once said, "The only constant is change" and i read that same thing the other day in my book. Isn't that true? Anyway...It's also amazing how easy it is to lose a friend. I don't understand people and their actions, or lack there of, towards things. I don't understand why anybody would let go of a perfect friendship, when all that was needed was a little bit of dedication. I know i'm rambling; i don't really care. There aren't a lot of people these days who'd actually sit and listen, (or read, as i'm sure only two, maybe three of you will actually read all this). I don't even remember the last time i had an actual heartfelt, real conversation. I don't like how people have turned out to be, nor i for that matter. And speaking of people changing, i hate fake ones. Yea, i said hate. Because what is the use in lying about absolutely insignificant things? To look "cooler"? Well, i got carried away...My point is...What's happened? Everybody used to get along and there was more unity. Now things are so "blah". Oh. I want to add one thing...You all know me, right? Please, when you talk to me, don't brag about things, whether it's about possessions or how incredibly great your life is. Sometimes, i am up for it, but it gets really tiring when you're obviously shoving it in someone's face. When it's just sharing thoughts with someone or your happiness about something, it's not bragging, but when all you do is talk about yourself and it's just constantly--well i think you all know what bragging is. I apologize if this post sounds rude, but man...People have been surprising me more and more every day. I had to get it out. Aaand i just coughed. Damnit, if i get sick i'm gonna have to kill. Okay, um...The end.
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Past.
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